Days turned into weeks, and the silence between us grew thicker, more suffocating with each passing day. My once small acts of avoidance became an art form; I made sure to stay out later, grabbing dinner with friends or burying myself in study rooms until well after dark. I pretended not to see his messages asking if I'd be home for dinner or his polite inquiries about my workload. His attempts were sparse, and he remained as cold and distant as ever in class. In my mind, he barely cared-maybe he was just trying to keep up appearances.
One rainy evening, I returned to our quiet apartment, exhausted and ready to collapse. I was surprised to find him sitting at the dining table, papers and notebooks scattered before him, an untouched cup of tea by his side. He looked up as I entered, and for a moment, there was something different in his gaze-an unspoken question, or maybe even a hint of regret. But I brushed it off, walking past him without a word.
"Rhea," he said softly, his tone unfamiliar and uncertain. It was the first time he had called me by my first name, and it stopped me in my tracks.
I turned, raising an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue, but he seemed at a loss for words. After a moment of silence, he simply sighed and looked away, as if giving up on something he had been struggling with.
The next day, as I sat in class, I braced myself for the usual awkward silence between us. I had done my work, prepared my analysis, and made peace with the fact that he'd likely ignore my efforts, just like I ignored his.
But instead, he surprised me. "Ms. Sharma," he said, his voice steady yet softer than before, "could you share your thoughts on this case study?"
My heart raced. Was he going to humiliate me again? I met his gaze, my face calm, but my heart pounding. I began to speak, my tone guarded, expecting a cold dismissal at any moment. But he didn't interrupt; instead, he listened intently, nodding along as I explained my analysis, his expression thoughtful.
When I finished, he nodded approvingly. "A well-rounded analysis, Ms. Sharma. Thank you."
My breath caught. I didn't know what to make of it. For the first time, he had acknowledged my efforts without criticism, without the biting edge I'd come to expect.
Later that night, I was curled up on the sofa, lost in a book, when he sat down across from me, breaking the silence with a hesitant cough. "I owe you an apology," he began, his voice barely above a whisper.
I blinked, taken aback. "An apology?" I echoed, my voice laced with disbelief.
"That day in class-I was...wrong. I shouldn't have spoken to you like that," he said, his gaze steady but soft. "I took my frustrations out on you, and that wasn't fair. I realize... I've hurt you."
I didn't know how to respond. His words were genuine, and his eyes, for once, seemed to reflect the vulnerability he kept hidden so well. A part of me wanted to hold on to my resentment, to remind him of all the silent days, of the way he'd made me feel invisible. But another part of me-a softer part I hadn't expected-felt my guard lowering.
"Why now?" I asked, barely able to keep the edge out of my voice. "Why wait until now to say this?"
He hesitated, looking away for a moment before meeting my gaze again. "Because I thought... I didn't deserve a chance to fix it." His voice was filled with a sincerity I hadn't seen before, and it tugged at something deep inside me.
For a moment, we just looked at each other, the silence heavy yet somehow comforting. And in that stillness, I realized something-that maybe, beneath the cold exterior, there was more to him than I'd let myself see.
In that moment, I wasn't ready to forgive him entirely, but I felt a small spark of hope-a chance to start over, to rebuild. And perhaps, just perhaps, we both deserved that chance.
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