[Author's Note]
Ah yes, the world is ending *glances at politics*. So I've decided to sink deeper into the brain rot to cope.
So this chapter really got completely out of control. I know I was just bitching that I wouldn't be posting super long chapters anymore, but *motions to chapter.* I don't have the heart to break this one up. It's both stupid and, dare I say, emotionally nauseating at the same time. I'm just going to put myself on the record admitting I wasn't expecting Seb to do....that lol. Ended up having to take a lap to cool off lololol.
You'll see😏I also come bearing useless information!!
Here are some songs that remind me of our dear demented Sebby:
*The Devil in Decisions by Hands Like Houses
*Relic by Awaken I Am (ironically named)
*Feeding the Gods by Wind Walkers - one of my fav songs this yearAlso some specific songs I've been playing nonstop as I've dealt with this monstrous chapter:
*Lose Control by Teddy Swims (BUT more specifically the alt/metal version by Shallowsky)
*Chasing Shadows by Zero 9:36
*Ballerina by VOILÀ and The Word Alive -literally cannot stop listening to thisAnddddddd here is the angst I promised. Don't be mad at me lol.
Sam had insisted on drugging me with a sleeping draught after I'd rambled that Sebastian would break into our dorms. It felt more like being clubbed over the head. All I dreamed of were bloody snarling fangs, of little blue books weeping tears of firewhisky, and curses that lunged like boggarts from the shadows.
I'd awoken from a particularly horrid dream that I was an animagus being fed over Ashwinder flames when the sun flickered across the star-studded ceiling.
About ten different envelopes fell from my chest and around my head, my window still open so the frigid draft swirled inside. I grabbed one, squinting at the frantic penmanship when my stomach dropped at the sender.
"Sebastian Sallow."
I grabbed the stack.
"Sebastian."
"Sallow."
"Seb."
"S.S."
"ANSWER ME YOU DEMON SPAWN."
"I'm sorry."
"NO I'M NOT. ANSWER ME."
I kicked them off my bed. "Demon spawn?"
I was doomed, wasn't I? I'd dangled the possibility of a lead on his sister's curse and then fled from Hogwarts' Most Obsessive Student.
"Sam?" I called, but when no answer came from her bed, I plopped back against my pillow.
A note fluttered down from the headboard.
Samantha's handwriting sparkled, arrows frantically pulsing at "DON'T BE LATE FOR POTIONS!!!"
And I'm late for potions.
I scrambled out of bed, fighting on my uniform, and nearly fell down the stairs on my sprint over.
I was wheezing by the time I arrived, gulping down the harsh edges of pewter and ash, and a mixture of nauseating ingredients bitter, earthy, and sweet.
"Kind of you to join us." Sharp didn't look up from his notes as I slunk to my station.
"Sorry," I mumbled.
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