White wolf || jk ff

*Chapter 22*

Y/n POV:

I didn't know how long I had been here.

I was constantly surrounded by darkness.

I woke up a few times only to be beaten. His fists came in contact with every part of my body. He told me that I deserved it because I almost took what belonged to Lisa.

He was dosing me with wolf bane, so I knew I wasn't healing. If he didn't kill me soon, I would die of blood loss.

I hoped that he would kill me soon. I didn't want to be here anymore. I didn't want him to touch me again.

I liked the darkness. He wasn't beating me when I was in the dark. He wasn't screaming at me when I was in the dark. His hands weren't touching me when I was in the dark. There wasn't any physical pain when I was in the dark.

But my thoughts were deafening. I couldn't stop thinking about my brother. I wished I could tell him that I loved him one last time. I hoped that he would know I did not become a rogue. I wished that he wouldn't hate me. But at the same time, I was angry. He didn't believe me. He chose Lisa, just like Jungkook did.

"Taehyung and Tyler love us." Lillian whined.

I was so glad that I could still talk to her. I shouldn't have been able to. The wolfsbane should have kept her locked deep in my mind. I didn't feel her, I didn't see her, but I could talk to her
sometimes. She said it was because we were strong. She broke down the wolfsbane barrier when she felt that I needed her. I didn't know how. Maybe she was not even here. Maybe that was just my mind playing tricks on me, making it easier for me to lie here in the dark, waiting for death.

"I know they do." I said to Lillian. "It just hurts, Lillian. Taehyung didn't believe me. He chose her."

"He made a mistake." She said. "We all make mistakes!"

"We do." I sighed. "And I will forgive him. I am just sad he will never know what happened"

"You need to stay strong, Y/n!" Lillian whined. "They will come for us."

"They think I ran away and became a rogue." I growled. "They are not looking for me. And even if they are, they are looking for me to kill me for betraying my pack and attacking a future Luna."

"Tyler and Justin won't believe Lisa" Lillian said sternly. "They hate her. They will talk some sense into Taehyung and Jungkook"

I closed my eyes and I felt a tear rolling down my face. I wished that I could believe that. I wished that were true. I wished that Lillian could live on. She didn't deserve this.

"I am sorry, Lillian." I said with a teary voice.

"Why are you apologizing?' She whined. "You don't have to apologize for anything"

"I do." I said. "You don't deserve this. You should live on, not die here with me. Your mate shouldn't have rejected you. You should have a better, stronger human counterpart. Not me. I have caused you nothing but pain. I am sorry. I love you, Lillian."

"Stop it" She growled. "We are not dying here! You are the only human I want. You are the strongest human. Just hold on a little bit longer. We will get out of here."