It's Just A Bad Day, NOT A Bad Life. (A Niall Horan fanfic)

Truth OR Dare (chapter 6)

Everyone agreed and sat in a circle. I was next to Naill, and Autumn,next to Autumn was Louis, next to Louis was Liam, next to Liam is Marty, next to Marty was Ellie,next to Ellie was Harry, and next to Harry was Niall. "I'll start!" Harry said excitedly "Breiana Truth Or Dare?!" He asked deviously. "Or!" Everyone but the girls looked at me weirdly. "What?! That's one of the choices?!" I said giggling knowing that only the girls and I would know. Only because we made it up. "How are we supposed to know what 'Or' means?!" The girls bursted out laughing. After we calmed down. "Share this with NO ONE!" Autumn said dead serious. "'Or' meaning would you rather. We kinda made it up. I told you. You don't want to know what goes through our heads."
"Would you rather kiss Niall OR Kiss me." I started to think in my head and Niall kept coming up "I've known you for one day and Niall for two. How do I pick?!" I said knowing my answer. "Well technically I've known you longer then you've known me like at your softball game yesterday, Niall could NOT stop talking about you!" I started to blush a little " you know I've have my answer the whole time right?!" Harry blushed "my answer is Niall sorry. It was a very hard choice." I said sweetly. "Okay! Marty Truth Or Dare?!" I asked Marites. The boys looked confused "who's Marty?!" Liam asked "The girl right next to you. It's her nickname. NOW ANSWER THE QUESTION!!!" I explain/yelled jokingly. everyone laughed. "Dare" she said bravely. I gave her an evil smile. "I dare you AND Liam to do into the bedroom for 5 minutes kissing. With the door closed and lights off." I said with a hint of evil in my eye. They went to the other room turned of the lights and shut the door. You could nothing but kissing. Good thing it's only 5 minutes. And not ALL night.

----------About 5 Minutes Later----------

"Hey love birds you can come out now!" I yelled through the door opening it. They were done. Good. We walked out of the room and back to the living room and sat down. "Truth Or Dare Niall." She pointing at Niall. "Truth." Niall replied. "How much do you love Breiana?"she smirked "Marites! Really?!"
"What you made Liam and I kiss. Thank you btw."
"Uhh do I have to?" Niall asked
"Fine. You can have privacy in the other room to do it. Okay?" Marites said. With that we walked into the other room. We closed the door. "Niall you don't have to do anything you don't want to do. You know that right?" I told him. He nodded his head. "It's not that I don't want to its that I don't want to be hurt. And I've been hurt before and I keep telling myself no but I can't help it." He started to cry. I hugged him tight. "I'll never hurt you Niall at least not on purpose. If it helps. I'm also afraid." I admit still comforting him. "Of what?" He asked. "Niall, Death is after me, I'm afraid of losing, I don't plan on it but death is undefeated. I'm scared." I admitted honest with him. "Why?"
"Niall. My life isn't like this 24/7. I still get nightmares, and I'm still traumatized from something when I was really young. And I didn't help. I'm not letting him get away again" my words cut my tongue as I said them. It hurt. "Let's go. I've done the truth. I don't want tears. But I have a question for you." Niall said "what is it Niall?" I asked concerned "do you love me as much as I love you?" The words cut my mind. I haven't actually learned how to love. What do I say. What do I do? I know I feel something unfamiliar feeling in my stomach. But was it love?

(A/N: cliff hanger. Sorry I'm tired and it's late! I'll update in zah morning! Good night!!!!)