It's Just A Bad Day, NOT A Bad Life. (A Niall Horan fanfic)

What Is Love? (Chapter 7)

I stood there like an idiot not knowing what to say. He looked hurt, I could see it in his eyes. Should I tell him? Would he understand? Or will he make fun of me? There is a 50/50 chance. I'm just gonna tell him since when do I care what others think? "Niall, I-I don't know what l-love is. I only know love as something to hide from Death, but I found that it was a lie. I did know what love what until Death took it from me. Ever since I've never known. I forgot what love was. I'm sorry." I looked at the ground ashamed in what I had just said. Why am so stupid? Ugh! I need pizza. That's what I need. Pizza won't let me down, well in that case I just need food cause the be honest. I'm a snob when it comes to food. Apparently I had a tear on my cheek without noticing. Niall wiped it away and that's when I noticed. Why would I cry thinking about pizza?! "What happened? Why don't you believe in love or know what it is?" He asked with sincere in his voice. "Uh...... I don't know if I should say." I said no knowing what to tell him. "You don't have to tell me now. Hey uh maybe we should get back out their. They're probably waiting." I nodded and we left the room. I think I'm falling for Niall, but I don't know what love is. So how can I?

---------------Autumns POV--------------

Bre, and Niall walked back out of the room. Bre was thinking there was no doubt in that. But what about? I just ignored it and Harry, Ellie , Marty, and Liam all went to bed. They're no fun. Well considering its 2:00 in the morning. Wait? Where are we all sleeping. I guess Marty went with Liam it looks like and Ellie went with Harry. "Don't have to much fun up there!" I yelled we all just laughed. "Where should Breiana, and I sleep?" I asked. "Autumn you can sleep with me if you want." I like the sound of that. "Sure. Why not." I replied at his offer. With that we headed for bed.

----------------Bre's POV------------------

"You could sleep with me if you want. I don't want you to sleep on the coach. It's not very comfortable." Niall said after Autumn and Louis went to bed. I don't to keep him up if I get another nightmare. "Sure, but if I wake up from a nightmare I need to come back down here. I don't want to wake you up." I said back towards his offer. "Okay. I wouldn't mind waking up from you having a nightmare. I'd rather do that then to have you deal with it alone." That warmed my heart. Was this what Love really was? "Okay. Let's head up stairs then." I said and when we got upstairs I forgot I didn't have pj's. Oh well I have spare exercise shorts and shirt I could change into. What? I it was from the park yesterday. Anyways I got changed into that, and sat next to Niall in his bed. I decided to open my Twitter app to see anything new. Of course Niall saw I was on Twitter. "You have Twitter? What's your account name?!" Niall asked excitedly "BreBre2422" (a/n I made that Twitter name up.) I said gladly. All of a sudden I got a notification that someone followed me. I haven't had anyone follow in months. Of course it was Niall. "Thanks for the follow!" I said with a grin on my face. "I see you don't follow me. Why is that?" He asked. "Well considering I never heard of One Direction I didn't know you. So how on earth would I be able to follow you?" I said a quickly followed him. He got the notification and smiled. "how come you only have 22 followers? Did you just start Twitter?" I looked down at my phone. "I don't have many friends and you've met all my friends. So 19 of though's people are strangers......" I said and gave him a sad smile. "And please don't give me shout out. I don't like lots of attention." I quickly said cause I saw him typing. "Okay. I won't." He gave me a smile. I followed the rest of the boys on Twitter and then decided to go to sleep.