poèmes pour écrire mes pensées ____poems to write my toughts

so many fishes in the sea

so many fishes in the sea she said

but i still cry late in my bed

still am i not fed

oh how i wish you were dead

so many fishes in the sea

but youre the only one i see

how could i have thought that he

would be the one for me

i am lost

lost in my thoughts

when will i defrost

how much would it cost

to live peacefully

why cant it just be free

if you used to call me baby

was it fake? maybe

but how can i be sure

maybe all that was pure

maybe i am just way to insecure

is there even a cure?

so many fishes in the sea i console myself

but i keep thinking he couldnt controle himself

while im just waiting on a shelf

hes propably not just doing himself

already in someone elses bed

or is there someone else in his bed

someone giving him head

at this point i will just go ahead

and live my life again

or just grab a pen

write poems about the rain

in my heart full of pain.