Journal<3

My c h e r r y

Hm,this is a poem ab a hear me out... anyways hehehe

Even though older,
I brush against your shoulder,
Wanting contact with you,
Without making it obvious,
That I'm holding copious amounts of obsession for you
A laugh leaves your mouth, and reaches my head,
Making me melt in place from your sound.
Hearing your name like a lullaby, maybe one day I'd say it myself?
Every interaction, every touch of our hands, drives me farther into the swelling growth in my heart. Only for you my dear, I  watch you as you panick and as you shut down, wishing I was there to hold you close, and tel you it ok and  be the shoulder you can cry on. Even though it feels a mile away, I'd pull you to me and kiss you, tell you that I love you.. but that's just in my imagination, isn't it? This can never happen, but I imagine  in another time we would be and I'd be happier with you. But for now I'll just stare and observe the beauty in front of me while I can, and show my love with acts of kindness and gifts of appreciation . Your handsome face and dashing eyes, r capturing me in their vibrant yet dull color. Your sculpted nose and round cheeks and the way your cupids bow goes low and almost creates a heart, is so admirable and perfect in my eyes I can't seem to see what others see what's wrong with you... your stories told through the artful lines and designs on your arm and the wonderful colors they show, everything about you , is just so.. unique and lovable in my eyes.

-Mj💚