You Didn't

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Did you know that I smiled for the first time
In a long time, because of those blue eyes
Now blue skies are the constant reminder
Of the feelings I keep burying deep inside here

Did you know that for a time I was so content
With feeling nothing for no one until we met
But that laugh, those jokes, they were blissful
In a way that I can honestly say I miss you

Did you know that I familiarized with your schedule
To know when you'd be free so we would talk soon
That I checked in on the time just for comfort
Knowing that crushes tend to bring some hurt

Did you know that when I was called "mooiste"
That word lifted me up like a harken hoister
Just being appreciated and called when needed
Made me feel for a second like I could believe it

Did you know that I practiced Afrikaans for you
Nie my huistaal nie, but it was wonderful
Don't get me started on the way things went
Cause I ask "did you know?", but we know you didn't


By Carlyn Esbach

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