Your fault or mine
I struggle to breathe when you close my airways,
I picture our moments, the day we first met.
Your sweet lies but now everything fades,
You tell me this is what I deserve and this is what I get.
Then you buy me a sugar coated birthday cake.
And leave me at night wondering if this is all just fake,
It's all for show, believe me I know.
Will I make it out alive if I just obey.
But here again in the pool of my own blood I lay.
They say it happens, it's normal here and there,
But even when I try to escape I know I have nowhere.
You drag me back telling me it's all my fault,
And you're right because I just want everything to come to a halt.
My eyes fluttering one last time to see daylight,
Does anyone really care?
Maybe I'm doing this for attention.
I cower in fear but deep down there is no more sensation.
I cover my face but the subtitles in my eyes never fail.
You threaten me once again and I'm left sick and frail.
But I won't let you win, so with my little strength and leftover adrenaline,
I finish what you started...
I kill her first.
