The Space Between us

Chapter 20

Pia's Pov

It's been months since Loren left, still I can't stop myselft from crying and self blaming. Wala akong ibang inisip kundi si Loren lang, I need her, I want to see her. Now I realized that I love her too not as a friend but as a woman.

I am currently here sa xylo nag iinom. I don't care what the fuck would people say, I'm with the other gals tonight. All of us ay walang contact kay Loren we never know where she went, Basta she told us before she left that she'll be okay at babalik din siya kapag okay na lahat.

Hindi ko alam kung nakailang shot na ba Ako, the people around us are very loud too.

"Pia that's enough" bawi ng baso saakin ni Sara

"N-nooo I want more" reklamo ko Dito habang binabawi Ang baso

"Not because your tolerance in alcohol is high magpapakasobra ka" dugtong ni Imee Dito

I just shook my head

"I need it" I said

"No, need to rest. Give me your phone tatawagan ko si Adriel I'll tell him to pick you up na here" Saad ni Risa

Leni got my bag and handed Risa my phone, at nag simula na nitong hanapin Ang number ni Adriel sa phone ko. She signal us na lalabas Muna siya

"Later na, gusto ko pang uminom eh" Saad ko habang pasuray suray na tumayo

But I was pulled down by Leni at mahina nitong tinampal Ang pisngi ko

"Enough with it Pia" Saad ni Leni

"I miss her" I said

"We all miss her" Saad ni Sara

Nagsimula na Namang tumulo Ang luha ko. Everytime I think of what happened sising sisi ako, it's all my fault.

"Hey, why are you crying?" Dalo saakin ni Risa at pinunasan Ang luha ko

"It just that I can't accept the fact that she left! Nadamay kayo eh, you lost contact with her because of me" maktol ko na parang Bata

I felt them hugged me

"Shh, that's enough na Pia. Stop blaming yourself na ha, nagmahal lang Naman siya and it was never your fault na magkagusto siya sayo" pangaalo saakin ni Sara

Napailing nalang ako at umiyak, and after that I felt my phone vibrate kaya kinuha iyon ni Risa sa bag ko ulit

"It's Adriel, he's outside na" pinatayo na ako ni Risa

"Uuwi na Rin Tayo guys, wag nang mag pakalasing" Saad ni Sara

All of us stood up, alalay ako ng apat because i can't even stand properly. Nasa huwisyo pa ako but my head is swirling so bad.

Until I realized na nasa labas na kami ng xylo there I saw Adriel waiting for us outside at ng Makita kami nito agad itong tumakbo sa direksyon namin. Worry was written all over his face.

I stared at him, naguguilty din ako sa pinagagawa ko sa kanya. He already ask me out many times na lumabas kami but I always decline dahil Wala akong gana. Wala akong ibang iniisip kundi si Loren, I keep on thinking of her to the point na may Adriel palang naghihintay saakin.

"Pia" Saad nito at kinuha ako sa bisig nila Risa

"She's drunk again" Saad ni Adriel

"What do you mean again?" Takang Tanong ni Imee

"She always drink everyday almost sa Bahay Niya. This is the first time na mag pakalasing siya Dito sa xylo after like a year maybe?" Saad ni Adriel

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