Beyond The Glass

Trying

Collapsing as I'm adjusting, crying as I'm rusting,

Got wasted my potential,

My words shoot to kill when I'm mad,

I have a remorse about that,

But at least I'm trying in pain, she's trying,

She was beautiful, a castle with a view,

A hospital made a profit of her, making her alive,

When the flowers that we'd grown died from thirst,

My world went black and white, and I was screaming the colour,

know that I tried after a glass smashed my sight,

Please I don't want coins, I want someone who wants my company,

Let it once be me,

I asked god to crash me with the bare of your glass, but the sky was pouring,

And I was with no umbrella,

Now,  who do I have to speak to?

I sent signals, but you didn't hear me out, I might be a bad person in a vision,

I need so many sighs, got no sighs,

I never meant to read minds,

A fleeting sentiment would be in paradise, I'll roll the dice,

Nothing happened in the way I wanted it, breaking dishes on the floor,

I said forever, and you almost bought it,

I promise even my ghosts are swallowing me,

She rereads the manuscript, but the story isn't hers anymore.