Nothing is the way I thought it would be
I am not the way, I wanted to be
But here I am...in a bizarre collision
Of destiny and despair
I wonder if I will ever be the same again
I know that time flows in one direction
But why do I keep arriving at the same place?
Why do I always end up feeling the same?
You don't surprise me anymore
But it doesn't mean that I want you
To leave me again
I don't even want to be numb anymore
I want to feel everything you have for me
I want to look into your eyes
While you carve a new promise on me
I'll hold you tight knowing
That it's the closest I could get to you.
YOU ARE READING
Words of Depression
PoetryI have been struggling with mental health issues with many turning points in life, since I remember. I learned to mask my real-self early on but world wasn't gentle enough for me to be accepted. I was finally diagnosed with Bipolar and some of its c...
