I have been struggling with mental health issues with many turning points in life, since I remember. I learned to mask my real-self early on but world wasn't gentle enough for me to be accepted. I was finally diagnosed with Bipolar and some of its companions 5 years ago. It has helped me to understand myself better but not the cruel world. The year 2024 has made a mark in my journey with many surprises and I decided to write again after years. I am not a professional writer and I don't read much anymore so please be kind. Writing is just a good way for me to vent and evaluate my situation. This is a collection of some poems from my recent & enduring pilgrimage to Depression.