Laika's Extras

Smut - Not So First Times

Again, this is from the Skylox AU from LMS series, and will contain smut and a little angst :,) Hope you enjoy!

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I moaned quietly as Adam pierced my mouth with his tongue, my lips parting, arms wrapped around his neck, his resting on my hips, trailing sensually up and down my sides.

I tugged lightly on the little hairs on the back of his neck, shakily slipping a hand into his hair, gripping it tightly as I continued to work my mouth on his.

I didn't feel trapped, I didn't feels remotely scared as he pulled away from my lips, kissing down my jaw and neck, suckling on a spot just below my ear. I let out a hitched gasp, clawing at his shoulders slightly, my legs wrapping around his hips automatically.

"A-Adam...!" I managed to choke out, pleasure fogging my mind. He moaned against my skin, vibrating me up my neck and into my brain, a burst of electricity bolting down my spine straight to my groin.

His hand brushed the hem of my jeans, hooking under the elastic and pulling a little, just enough to make them slip past my hip bones.

The skin there burnt with passion as Adam traced it with his thumb, running them further down until he suddenly stopped, unlatching himself from my neck.

I looked up at him curiously, still panting a little from our intense make out, locking my gaze with his shining eyes, pupils blown wide with lust.

He reached up and cupped my cheek, brushing his thumb over my cheekbone, gazing into my eyes intently, questioningly, a sudden shyness in those copper orbs.

"Ty, baby, do you want to take this any further? I know it scares you, the thought of having... I understand if you don't, I just would like to see if you wanted to." he whispered, eyes so sincere they burned holes into my brain, blushing awkwardly.

I blinked, staring at him. He's right, I'm terrified of having sex with Adam.

Will was my first and only experience with having sex- he took my virginity. Of course I still have doubts about doing it with Adam.

But at the same time, I knew it would be different. Adam was, well, Adam. I knew he wouldn't hurt me. He's spent the last six months showing me that, helping me through the nightmares and therapy. If anyone was going to be intimate with me, it was Adam.

I... I trusted him.

I bit my lip, nodding slowly. Adam smiled at me, eyes twinkling with love, making me smile and giggle slightly in return, half nervous, half out of amusement at the expression on his face. He looked like a kid at Christmas.

He leant down, kissing me passionately, chaste and closed mouth, a silent promise to me, something that didn't need to be voiced, only felt.

"Don't be worried Ty, we'll go as slow as you want. Anytime you need to stop, just say, ok?" he murmured against my lips, his hand returning to my jeans, snagging them on his finger and pulling them down, until they were off completely, crumpled on the floor unceremoniously.

I slipped a hand up his spine, under his tshirt, feeling along the strong, sinewy muscles of his back. He may not look it, but Adam is incredibly strong, and if you felt him tense, you could feel the hard ripples of muscles hidden under his skin.

I fisted the material of his shirt, tugging on it, pulling it up, trying to get it off. I needed it off. Understanding, he let go of me, lifting his arms for me to tug it off him, throwing it down somewhere.

I took in the sight of his toned body, my fingers traversing the canvas of his skin, squeezing and touching him almost afraid he'd disappear, as if he were made of smoke.