Jordyn Maybank

BIRTHDAY

Today is my birthday. I'm not that exited though because I've never had good experiences in my birthdays. Last year on my birthday I got beat about to death.

The year before that my one peice of cake was poisoned. How did I find that out? DONT ASK. Luckily I didn't eat it.

The year before that I was beat about to death. AGAIN. So I wonder what trauma I'll go through this year.

It is my 14th birthday. And hopefully they don't forget. I got out of my bed and put on some short white shorts and and blue tight top that I really like.

I sat down in the floor since I don't have a desk or anything and I did my hair. I just did a normal braid. I walked out and everyone's just sitting in the couch.

"Good morning sweetie" Pope said. "Morning" I nodded.

I sat down like nothing. I was kind of upset because I thought that they had forgot about my birthday. But it's okay I guess.

"What do yall want to do today?" I asked them. I don't like doing nothing. "We could just chill I mean today's nothing special just a normal day" John B said.

Yeah right. A normal day. Just a normal day. "True" I said my voice cracking a bit.

"What's wrong love" JJ asked me. "Oh nothing" I lied.

I don't like showing  my emotions it makes me feel weak. I didn't know what to say or do to make them remember. I just got up and went to my room.

I Grabbed my diary I hide under my mattress. I write in it everyday. It has my darkest secrets in there. And I'm surprised they haven't found it.

I started writing and writing until my hands hurt and my fingers had those blisters on them. As I was writing I was crying. Silently though. I didn't want anyone to hear me.

I then heard knocks on the door. "Jordyn" I heard Kies voice. "Yes" I said quickly hiding the diary and cleaning up my face.

"Are you okay?" She asked me. What do I say? Do I lie? Do I tell the truth? I don't want them to feel bad.

"Of course what makes you think I'm not" I laughed. "I don't know you seem off" she said.

"Nope everything fine here" I giggled awkwardly. She nodded and left.

I slammed my head again the backboard to my bed. Lately I've been feeling down. I feel like they don't want me here. They just are accepting it because I'm JJs little sister.

I feel like they don't care about me. And sometime. I just want to end it all. I mean it wouldn't do them any hatm right?  They wouldn't care right?

But I don't do it. I don't know why I won't but I won't. I just won't. I paced around the room with my hands on top of my head. Looking at the window then back at the door over and over and over.

I then decided what I was going to do. Run away. Just for a little though so I can clear my head. I quietly opened the window but shut it hardly hearing a knock.

"Hey J" jj said standing at my door. "Hey JJ" I said infront of the window. He then left. Idk what that was about.

I opened the window again but it screeched. I quickly iumped out of it shitting it and running.

I ran and ran and ran. And they didn't notice. They didn't notice. They didn't notice.... I got to a dock. I sat in the edge balled up crying.

They didn't notice. Is the only thing I was thinking. The only thing I could think of. I started hearing footsteps thinking it was them. I turned around.

It was not them. I wasn't scared though. It was Rafe Cameron. He walked slowly towards me. He bent down. "What are you doing" he questioned angry.

I must be in the kooks side. "Uh sorry I didn't know I was on yall side" I said trying to stand up.

"What are you doing" he said looking my uo and down. "Aren't you a Maybank" he asked.

I looked at the ground and nodded. "Maybanks aren't welcome here" he said again. This time with an evil smirk on his face.

"I know I'm sorry I didn't realize where I was" I said fast because I was scared.

"I'll just go" I said trying to push past him. "No no no" he said grabbing on to my shoulders.

"You're coming with me." He smirked. He picked me up covering his mouth with  his hand. I tried to kick him and fight back I just couldn't. I was too drained.

"Please let me go" I cried as he threw me in to his bed. "No" he smirked. He got out a pair of handcuffs and tape. He taped my mouth shut and he handcuffed me ti his bed. He then turned the lights off and left.

It was dark. I couldn't see a thing. I'm scared of the dark. Of course this happens on my birthday. They didn't notice I thought once again.

Do you think they noticed yet. I heard arguing downstairs. I didn't think much of it. I then heard loud footsteps coming to the room.

Rafe turned on the light. He looked mad. He started punching things and throwing things around the room. Making me flinch.

He thee things in the ground until the shatters. Sometimes he would throw them at me. I had bruised and welps all over me body.

"You know you're dressing like a slut" he said ripping the tape off of my mouth.  "Sorry" I said.

I have a bad habit of apologizing when I didn't do anything. "No I like it" he smirked making me uncomfortable.

He then started creeping up to me. Getting closer and closer and closer with every movement.

"You know you're hot for a Maybank" he laughed putting his hands around my neck. "Mhm" I said shaking because I was scared.

"Oh you think so to" he questioned grabbing my face. "No" I cried. "Oh okay" he laughed. He then started backing up.

"When can I go" I cried. "WHENEVER I FUCKING FEEL LIKE LETTING YOU GO" he yelled throwing something.

"Sorry" I said my breathing getting heavy. "Now what should I do with you" he said his finger tracing my body. I was going to say let me go but I didn't figure that was an appropriate answer.

I got more and more uncomfortable as his hand lowered. "Hm I know what i want to do with you" he laughed. I'm scared super scared.

"Hope your brother doesn't mind" he laughed unbuckling his belt. "I'm sure he will" I mumbled.

"What was that!" He yelled. "Nothing" I said swallowing.

He then took off his pants.

A/N- honestly this ain't what I had planned it just kinda happened. I don't know when I'm going to start the real Outerbanks probaly tommorow. But I'm going to post the next chapter tonight and if not that tommorow.