𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊'𝚜 𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚔

Cecile

To Cecile, aka one of the best people ever to exist on earth. I'm glad I have you as a best friend.

You downloaded Wattpad just to read my book and support me. CecileDieZiege and I still you love you for it.

As I'm writing this, I'm listening to BIRDS OF A FEATHER because this is the song you sang for me when I was upset.

The first day we met, we didn't spoke to each other. Nor did we a year later. Or another one. We just coexisted for a few years, only talking when it's necessary.

Until France. When I say this, a thousand words flood my mind. A thousand words for a thousand moments and I know you think so, too. France was fate.

We both know the story. We told it both a thousand times and I would still listen to you talk about it a billion times more.

I don't know if you're aware of the fact how much I enjoyed staying up all night, talking to you. Never in my life did I trust a person that fast and never in my life did I share the things I shared with you that fast.

But with you, it's like you don't got another choice. Once you start to speak you can't help but get intrigued by your stories. The way you talk not only with your voice, not only your hands, not only your arms, not only your heart but also with your soul.

It's like getting a snippet from your mind.

When you tell a story I never get bored, don't worry. You could send me an hour long snap and I wouldn't mind. Seriously.

We found so many similarities it's crazy. I could list them all, and maybe I will.

It's the small things you do that always get to lighten my day. You randomly say you love me and that I'm great. If you only knew how much that means to me.

I found so much in this friendship that I needed but wasn't aware of. You don't judge me when I tell you something serious or when I'm being sentimental again.

You always find the right words and you don't pity me because you know I don't need nor really want that.

We're delusional together, no matter if it's about celebrities or people (you know exactly who I mean) in real life.

I can drop the most outrageous comments but you always laugh with me about it. Because you blurt out just the same kind. I think we'd be locked away if somebody ever finds out what things we've said.

I love to complain and everytime I do so, you never tell me I'm over dramatic, no you are dramatic with me and let me complain until I'm at peace again.

When we facetime it's like time passes in a different motion. I'll never forget when we set the record for 9 and a half hours.

We send tiktoks back and forth and write the most crazy stuff sometimes and I'm here for it.

When I'm in a bad mood you don't try to cheer me up, you're just there for me and light up my mood either way.

You braid my hair for me because I'm too lazy to properly do it and it looks great everytime.

Nothing can describe that feeling when I'm with you. Finding a friend like you wasn't planned but I'd do anything to keep you forever now.

I didn't knew I needed another friend. I thought I was doing just fine but you showed up just at the right time. I was scared that after France we wouldn't speak a word but instead we now can't shut up.

I get that feeling that nothing I write here reached the level of appreciation I want to convey to you. That it doesn't matter how much I keep writing it's not gonna be enough.

In fact, nothing could ever be good for you because you're just such a pure person, you don't deserve to feel sad or angry. But even if you do I'm always there to listen. I always listen. You're problems won't ever burden me and I'm glad if you find someone to talk about it.

Everytime you reach out to me when you feel sad or angry or whatever I always feel like I don't make any difference. I try to find the right words to cheer you up because if you're feeling down, I'm feeling down.

Whenever you step into a room your presence fills out the entire space. You smile so bright I get scared to get blended and my ears are blessed with your laugh.

Being comfortable around you isn't an option anymore, it's a must. I slap your ass and you slap mine and that's one of the biggest commitments that say I can be me around you.

Because I can. I can be me around you and I know you like me for me.

You're amazing, awesome, beautiful, smart, intelligent, wonderful, talkative, lovable, sweet, gorgeous, breath taking, stunning, kind, nice, helpful and so much more.

Nothing could describe you as a person because no word is suitable.

Never give up in yourself and never stop believing in yourself, but if you still do so, I'm still believing in you and I won't ever give you up.

Thank you for being my friend.

I love you 💕

Julina