𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊'𝚜 𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚔

Bullying

Tw if the topic bullies triggers you!

This is a very extensive story/experience I think, but I still want to talk about it to just spread awareness and share my experiences as a victim. (First time I called myself that😶)

If you continue reading you might notice that in my case it didn't got that bad and I may be dramatic or something I don't know. Still, many people out there have to live through really bad bullying and that is where I want to spread awareness to.

The story im about to tell you has two groups of people and I'll try to tell them so it's still understandable. One group has a back story and I maybe write a separate chapter for that topic.

So, here we go:

Starting in primary school.

Let's name that girls K, G and F.

Back in primary school I was kinda shy and many things upset me really fast, nevertheless I was always kind and just wanted to play with my friends.

But that group of girls, K, G and F started to confront me with things and like being really mean.

I wish I could tell more but I genuinely don't remember much.

I do know that my friends back then were even more shy than me and when they approached me in breaks my friends would just take a step back and I had to face three faces minimum, being purely mean.

And they didn't let me go. Actually, they had to notice every detail about me and what I was doing.

I also remember one time in class one of my friends and me wrote on a piece in paper and would slide a pen with that paper clipped into it across the table to "talk".

We really didn't got caught and we didn't bother anybody, but F of course noticed and pointed it out.

I remember that I said j juts asked where she got her pen from (it was golden) and she should mind her own business. (This was third or fourth grade)

And even if I tried to be tough, one time when I got home I cried.

My older sister found me and asked what was wrong and I told her. She did the most embarrassing thing ever and searched for a telephone list we got ages ago and called their freaking parents.

Yeah...

That lead to them apologizing but not really stopping.

Then we changed schools to middle/high school. (In Germany this is like the only next school I'll go to from 5th to 13th grade)

F didn't went to that school but K and G, though they let me alone.

For then.

I kinda found like me and that stuff, got into a group of friends until there was a really big drama. This is what I want to explain in another chapter because this hasn't to do with bullying.

So yeah it ended with that whole group against me.

I found new friends/grew closer with others, which I'm still close to this day.

So back to the group two, including L, J and V. There were more but those are the ones who really did something to me.

As I said, we were friends, so V asked me if I could send her the schedule for tomorrow (we have it digital) and if English would be canceled.

I was so nice to say I won't cuz she didn't deserve it. She got really pissed and started to get a little meaner, saying things like "I don't like you, you don't like me, just send it and we'll be fine" or something like that.