𝙹𝚞𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚊'𝚜 𝙹𝚞𝚗𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚔

Letters

Yup, letters.

I forgot how I started, but everytime when my feeling vs overwhelm me and I want to tell a person things I can't tell the person, I write them a letter.

It all started when my old best friend of seven years said she didn't wanted to be friends anymore. Completely out of nowhere.

I think I saw someone saying to write letters ore something, but I just wrote. Again and again and again.

The first letter I wrote was December 12th 2023.

And there aren't even many letters, tho some of them can be a bit longer.

Four people in total have letters (or only one rn) addressed to them.

The first person is N. She got seven letters.

The second person is J. He got four letters. Now five. (it's a few hours later)

The third person is me. I got one letter.

The fourth person is E. She got one letter.

E is the oy person who I read that letter to out loud. It wasn't e type of letter where I say what the person isn't supposed to hear but more of an explanation to my feelings.

Her reaction wasn't really pleasant. Only a "Yeah I know, I think you told me something like that before." Then it was embarrassing I read that all out loud.

I still don't think she understands me.

If you're reading this right now, E, don't take it personally, I'm not mad or anything.

N knows that those letters exist, but I think she already forgot cuz I told a long time ago.

J won't ever know. Like ever. And ever.

I once thought about posting some, but here I can't do cuz friends of mine in real life are possibly reading this, and that would be more than just embarrassing.

But I really recommend writing letters to people who won't read them.

After not doing so in a very long time I wrote one yesterday. Maybe I'll write one or two after this.

Maybe to a new person. I don't know.

It really helps sorting out my mind I have to say, cuz I sometimes can't figure out myself.

I don't really know what else to add so yeah, this will be very short I guess.

Stay safe!

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