CD hated my friends. He hated everyone I was around, even my family. He got super jealous really easily. He often fantasized about killing my friends and family so that I could only be his. He talked about killing a lot. He's talked about doing other crimes for me but killing and stealing were the main ones. If I was mad at someone he would ask if I wanted him to take them out. He said he would kill everyone who wronged me and that my enemies were his arch-nemesis. It did scare me a little. He's been in lots of fights at school and put a kid in a coma once so he's obviously capable of hurting someone. One of those fights was because of me (well kinda). CD had told someone he was dating me at his school (we weren't actually) but their friends heard and got mad. Apparently, they knew a girl that liked him and she got upset and was crying in the bathroom so 4 people tried to jump him. I don't promote violence I hate seeing people fight. I didn't want him to hurt anyone because of me. Every time he talked about stuff like that I always told him no. I could tell him to do anything and he would do it. That's how much devoted he was to me. I had this dream once that he killed me and was so upset he took his own life. It was so vivid and I was so scared when I woke up though I knew he would never actually hurt me.
“I'd do anything to make you happy, I'd kill, I'd steal, I'd commit battery assault, because, in the end, all that matters is your success.” -CD
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Non-FictionHave you ever had a crazy psycho ex? Well I did and he was pretty crazy and pretty psycho. Have you seen the Netflix show you baby reindeer? it was kind of like that. this is my story.
