Long story short, I have had these issues for a really long time and I don't know how to deal with them since mine are severe. Do you know how much this affects my mental state? No one does, actually.
ABANDONMENT _______________________
This one is really bad but not as bad as the other one but y'know. A lot of people left me in my life actually, including being blocked by 12 people on TikTok ALONE. And it really makes me scared to get abandoned by others and or/ getting blocked by one of my moots. (ESPECIALLY IF THEY'RE CLOSE). Like two of my moots threatened to block me and my soul left my body, I even cried once. This just makes me feel bad.
ATTACHMENT _____________________
I hate myself or this one. I'm always getting too attached by people who couldn't care less about me. I need attention, but I just don't want to be a burden to anyone. I need someone who loves and appreciate me just as much as I love and appreciate them. And I'm REALLY clingy, IN EVERY SINGLE FUCKING WAY. One time, (at school) I started getting closer to a girl but she didn't care and was only talking to me just because she was bored and that her friend left to go use the bathroom. (SHE IGNORED ME RIGHT AFTER BTW). But all that I can do is wish to get someone who needs me as much as I need them. I'm getting attached to a moot who doesn't really like me, but I still need her. I NEED help. But all that I can do is cry to Evanescence
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