Haven,
I love you with all my being.
As I write this letter, I hope you know that my love for you won’t change. Ikaw at ikaw ang mamahalin hanggang dulo, Haven. I know how much you love receiving letters from me and our friends. I won’t stop sending short letters until I completely move on from you. Please allow me to fully write my undying devotion for you, baby.
I am still staying in our shared apartment. The one with memories of us. Shared kisses, laughter, and how we comfort each other kapag nahihirapan tayo. We always choose to stay. Despite it all. In spite of everything.
I remember how stunned I was when I first saw you. Ang cute cute mo sa hairstyle mo. Bagay na bagay sayo. I love how your lips formed a sweet smile, the soft voice of yours kahit galit ka minsan, and your singing voice na minsan bigla kang pumipiyok pero ayos lang. Maganda pa rin ang pagkakakanta mo.
I have adored you since then. I love seeing your tomato-like face whenever I was on top of the honor list. I love seeing you roll your eyes because you were annoyed by me. Masaya na ako sa ganyan dati. I wasn’t planning on confessing pero wala. I have so much love for you, Haven. Being your rival means one thing. You make life easier and happier. I enjoyed my teenage years with you. I am honestly glad that you are the Mom of our friend group. It feels like the whole Section Uno are our kids. We watched them grow until now. Sobrang tatag lang natin.
You don’t have to question yourself if you’re worthy of my love. Because, baby… You deserve to be loved, seen, and heard. You deserve to be loved by me. I’m not like what you’ve said in your letter. You’re good for me. So good, that I am willing to break this whole engagement and leave this country with you. I am willing to erase my last name for you, mamuhay lang tayo na payapa at magkasama.
Haven. I will forever yearn for your love, your touch, and your kisses. Those warm hugs of yours that comforted me when I felt like the world is kinda mean to me. I love you.
Everything was planned. I planned the whole Anniversary date for us and our proposal. Nandito pa rin yung singsing na binili ko kasama si Ran. I still have the ring with me and I’ll give this to you once we see each other again.
I do believe that you felt na nawawala yung sparks natin. I saw how you tried saving us. I saw how tired you were. I noticed it all, baby. But, I am trying my very best to also save us from this misery.
Baby, I don’t want to marry any woman. Ikaw lang. Ikaw at ikaw lang. I don’t want to share my vows with someone I don’t even love. Please, help me stop this. Help me fight, mahal.
I only want you. Ikaw lang gusto ko.
Ipagdamot mo ako. Ipagdamot mo na ulit ako sa mundo. Ikaw lang gusto kong makita na naglalakad sa gitna while wearing that wedding gown Takashi made. Please, baby.
Mahal, isang sambit mo lang na ayaw mo akong makitang ikasal. Ihihinto ko ang lahat at isasama ka sa paglipad ng eroplano papunta sa lugar na pinangarap nating dalawa.
Please. Let us meet again and talk.
I love you so much, Haven. More than words can be explained.
Nagmamahal,
Uno.
