Smajor/Dangthatsalongname/Scott OneShots

Everyone Breaks

What is wrong with me why am I sad, I just got back from the family day rally why was seeing all the families together making me sad I'm supposed to be happy all the time I should be perfect never showing any negative emotions to anyone but myself that's what they both always said then why was I feeling this way I'm the king I should be happy and perfect that's the only way to live right then why am I not happy all the other royals are then why can't I, my parents are right I was never meant for this position it was always Xornoth he was strong but if he was why did he leave his position.

3rd person POV

After the family rally, Scott felt broken questioning why he felt that way but deep down he knew the answer he knew why it was making him sad because he felt jealous of all the kids who get to play with their parents when his would only talk to him when he did something to disgrace the family name or when they needed to teach him how to be perfect. But little did he know PERFECT doesn't exist

Joel's POV

Joel: Did you guys see Scott, he looked different

Gem: Yes, but not different he is going back to his old ways emotionless he felt something after the rally

Fwhip: Yeah he did look like he was hiding something always excusing himself to go somewhere

Lizzie: Do we wanna visit him

Jimmy: And maybe call Owen, he is his best friend he might know how to help

(People going to Scott's: Jimmy, Lizzie, Joel, Gem, Shelby, Fwhip)

Scott's POV

Why am I feeling this way this is getting really annoying I'm supposed to be the smart one why can't I figure this out why don't I know what this is, uhhhh I should go do some work to get my mind of this (doorbell rings) who is that why are they here am I fit to see anyone ok my hair looks nice clothes aren't dirty ok.

Scott: Hey guys, what are you doing here do you need anything Owen oh wait why are you here

Owen: May we come in snow

Scott: Oh yeah, come on in what brings you by

Joel: Scott don't think we didn't notice  

Scott: Notice what, I'm not feeling anything

Owen: Scott we didn't even tell you what they didn't notice

Gem: Scott your hiding your feelings again, we already told its not good to do that and that you can tell us anything

Scott: I don't understand this feeling, I started to feel anger and sadness at the same time when I was watching the rally I can't understand it

Shelby: Scott your feeling jealousy, when you want something others have you feel that way

Scott: What could I possibly want that they have and I don't

Owen: A proper family, maybe one that talks to each other and doesn't feel like you might die in the house

Scott: I guess I do want that

Fwhip: Yeah, its not perfect but no one is

Scott: But we are supposed to be, we have to be the epitome of perfect

Owen: But perfect doesn't exist (notices something in his hand), what is this is this the stupid handbook to being perfect are you reading this again

Scott: No, I'm not

Owen: Don't lie to I told you to burn it

Joel: Yeah Scott I told you the same thing

Shelby: Scott, why would you keep it you know its bad for you

Scott: SHUT UP, It's the only thing I have to figure out how to be perfect to be like my parents

Owen: Scott

Scott: I yelled I'm sorry I didn't mean to I I I don't know why I did that

Lizzie: It's okay Scott they were ganging on you, (to the others) you know doing that doesn't help

Scott: It's okay, but why do you keep saying perfect doesn't exist it does

Fwhip: Scott it doesn't 

Jimmy: From what Lizzie taught me perfect does exist just not the kind your talking about it is not 100% it's just the closest you can get to 100% your best whether it's 98 or 60 if that is your best then that is perfect

Owen: Jim is right, perfect is your best not 100%

Scott: Really

Joel: Yes Scott it is

Owen: Now promise me if your feeling this way you will tell someone even if it's not me

Scott: I promise

Writer's note: I'm sorry for probably making you cry but you know also my motto in life is Perfect isn't 100% it is your best