Wish

17. News...

Madisons POV at 18 years old: 25 weeks

And I'm surprising my mom today. I haven't seen her in a couple weeks.

About a month.

Forgot to fill y'all in for 5 weeks.

Nothing happened just lots of emotions.

Cried more then I can count.

"Babe I'm going to my mom's, I'll be back soon" I shout hoping he would hear me.

He comes out and kissess me.

"Have fun, love you" he says.

"Love you" I say back.

When I get to my mom's house and see boxes everywhere.

"Mom-" I couldn't finesh that sentence when I saw my dad.

"Daddy?" I say with a confused face.

"Baby" he comes up to me and hugs me tightly.

"What's going on"

"We-.. We're getting a divorce" he says looking down.

"Why?" I shout feeling my heart shatter.

"Your mom has been having an affair." He says again with his heart broken.

"You can't leave" I start crying, I can't have him leave.

He's barely been here for my childhood but he's going to be here for his grandchilds.

"Baby I have to" he says holding onto me.

"Please" I cry again.

He grabs his stuff and leaves.

Just a feeling it would my baby is going to be born he's not going to be there like he was barely there for me, everyday I look at his face and wonder if that's the same face I saw when I was a child?

I called Kendall being heartbroken, sad, literally my insides are shattered into pieces. The last words from my dad to me were "I'm sorry baby I have to do this I love you so much and I'll see you in a couple years."

The next couple of days I have not spoken to my mom ever. I probably will never speak to her again.

She doesn't know that I know but I can't just accept the fact that she made my dad leave when he was finally back in my life for once.

but she just had to let him go. When I go back home because Ken was at her job once again but Henry was there.

All he saw me in were tears messed up hair and they're really really big frown on my face.

I'll never forget how mortified he looked.

he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight while I just cried into him.