Paige

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I woke up in the middle of the night and screamed as I woke up. I had a bad dream that person, Alice, in my friendship circle who I actually hate (and she does not know this) was saying some really obsecure things.

She said things like that she regrets saying that she had cancer and that yes (as I know you already are aware) that I do not have cancer when I said I did. I said that just to get sympathy and you guys did not let me get what I want to get. I hate you all and Paige, fuck you! Because you seemed to smirk weirdly and that makes me very angry. Fuck you!

I then saw a text on my phone from Alice saying to me "I must make an apology that I do not actually have cancer. I made that up and to be honest I am sick of all the lies that I make up about myself. I have been diagnosed with being a pathological liar and the additional issues of anxiety and depression. So yeah...my mental health has not been good lately and will try get help, therapy and support for all of this. I think my anxiety and depression is causing my pathological lying issues..."

I had suddenly had the emotion and thought when I heard Alice say this to me that I felt sorry for her and all that she was going through. I thought that she does deserve help for her issues and even though in the past she has said so many lies; I think that she should get help for her mental health issues. I think it's good that she had made an apology to me.

2 hours later I had thought it was very weird that I had a nightmare about her. But then I thought oh well, that does not necessarily mean that she did all the things in the nightmare in real life.

But then 3 hours later after watching The Office I saw on the wall a message from Alice saying "Fuck you! I just want to punch you!" How frightening is this? I had thought...Alice is becoming very violent. I am so afraid now that Alice is going to attack me and now, I am freaking out more than ever and I am on the verge of crying.

I decided to look up psychiatrists in the area so I could get treatment for how crazy I was becoming. I rang a psychiatrist and after talking to him about making an appointment, I had just now had an appointment.

The rest of the day after contacting a psychiatrist I noticed I was not hallucinating anything. Although I knew it all could come back. I continued to be normal, and I just did basic chores as home. And then I put on the movie Elf which is funny because it is not Christmas now but if it was Christmas I would be happy because I love the excitement of Christmas to be very honest. It is one of my favourite holidays. Although soon it is Easter so I should be putting on something to do with Easter. 

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