Teenage Issues

Chapter 18

Keya POV

I drank the water the doctor gave to me before giving the cup back.

"Is it time?" I asked when I realized that there was a bunch of nurses around the room.

" Yes , we're about to wheel you to the delivery room but first you can have only 3 people In the delivery room other than the father the grandparents." She informed us, we already new that and had it cover.

" They got that together let's go." I said before I felt the bed start to move. I was in hella pain. I wanted drugs so bad but Mia and cookie kept telling me no. No matter how many times I cut into then they kept saying no. I balled up in fetal poation for the rest of the ride. I was sweating. Bullets why the fuck is it so fucking hot. I felt the sudden urge to push soon as we went threw the double doors. So I pushed.

Cookie POV

We were three doors away from the delivery room when Keya got to grunting like crazy. She ready I thought looking at Jaylen. Who had a look of concern on his face.

"Relax, she's grunting because she ready to push nothing to worry about." The doctor said as we walked threw the double door to the delivery room.

It was me ,Mia ,bri, and Mr.and Mrs. Smith watching as shakeya pushed with all her might. The baby was out with 4 pushes.

"okay Shakeya you gonna have to deliver the second baby then the placenta then we will be done and you can hold you baby's and rest. Your doing great just give me some more good pushes and we should be don't in about another hour or less. " she told them at that moment I felt bad. I watched as she pushed. I could tell she was getting tired because her pushed were getting weaker.

When she pushed out the twin my heart shatter in a million pieces. The first thing I saw was the umbilical cord wrapped around it's neck, I felt a tear run down my face followed by the other. The doctor unwrapped it and pass the baby to a nearby nurse.

"Why my baby not moving or crying?" Shakeya said the tears pour out my eyes. The doctor looked up at Jaylen and he nodded it head. I seen a tear on the verge of coming out his eye as he was cutting the umbilical cord, but he quickly wiped it away. Before going I keya's side and kissing her on the for head.

"give me a gental push and we can be done." She told keya. Keya obeyed and asked the question again.

"what's wrong with my baby?" She asked again.

"Baby it was hiding behind the girl so the doctor didn't see it and eventually the umbilical cord ended up wrapped around it's neck and ... And he didn't make it." He sniffled trying to hold back the tears. Skakeya bust out in tears as they wheeled her out to her room. At this point everyone was disappointed. They later brung out the first baby and the birth certificate so it can be signed. The baby's name was Jameelah Monique Adams.
7lbs
9in.
Black hair
Light brown eyes
Born in 1hour and 30minutes.

««Keya POV»»
24 hours later

"I just wanna go home." I told Jaylen when he asked if I wanted to stop to get something to eat. I didn't feel up to doing anything. I just lost my baby. That's the worst feeling in the world. Losing a part of you feels unreal. I feel like I could have prevented that somehow but I didn't. If I would have took better care out myself I would have my little boy here in the back seat with Jameelah. But nah I fucked up and now I'm looking at the consequences.

On the way home there was silence. The radio wasn't even on I looked out the window and let the tears pour from my eyes. Once we arrived I grabbed Jameelah from the backseat only for Jaylen to take her from me and open the front door. I headed to the bedroom while locked the door before coming up behind me. I took my baby out her car seat and but her in her crib. I watched her sleep as the thought of her twin came to mind. I started crying and I felt Jaylen snake his arms around my waist and lay his head on my shoulder.

"baby its okay, he's in a better place." He told me.

"I know but I feel like his death is my fault. I feel like if I took better care of myself then he would have survived."

"don't blame yourself for that." He turn me around so that I was looking at him. " You did take care of yourself so stop trying to put that shit on you. Accidents Happen and they are gonna continue to happen the best you can do it move on. I'm not say forget him I'm say you got a baby here and you should be grateful. We can make another one anytime if you want a boy. " I just laid on his chest and nodded. He picked me up and and we laid in the bed. I can see that he hurt to at the hospital he was crying but he was trying to stay strong for me.

Cookie POV

When I got home from picking up Jacob. I said a quick prayer over him and played his sleeping body in his bed. I stripped him out his clothes and pulled a blanket up to his waist. I stripped out of my clothes as well and laid in my bed. I started thinking of how thankful I am to have my baby with not disorder or anything. Even thoe I put him t risk when I took the epiderual after they told me the risk. He came out okay. And I'm grateful to have him. I thought on that until I fell asleep.