Vast Lands.

NEVER YOURS

To all my readers who have gotten their hearts broken at a point in time, this one's for you🥰.

Bleeding and mangled on the altar of my woes;here I am
with a heart shattered yet pieced together from your wondrous ministrations
Pain had never felt so unwelcome yet beautiful
For that's left within me are  memories which were never mine
Stuck in the quagmire of your lies and deceits
Staring at your fading shadow
As you walk on, without an ounce of remorse.

Memories flashing beneath my eyes as I recall
the days spent hiding all our sins from the daylight
Hiding from the disapproving and judgemental gazes
Our story was written in the bleakness of the night and the darkness of our hearts as we sought solace in the
beauty of darkness
Running from the truth that laid in the brightness of the daylight.

Stolen kisses, love-filled glances, or were they ever?
Hidden atrocities as our bodies spoke words our hearts never could bleed as the stars and the heavens bore witness
Your body molded with mine as we giggled and chuckled at anecdotes long hidden in the trenches we called minds.
You never were mine, but I never was yours either.

The passage of time, a testament to all we ever were
The outlets to your soul stare at me in hate as molten lava spill
from your bleeding "blue" volcanoes
A sneer on your beautiful lips that had once held mine hostage and became an escape
from the madness I dwelled in.

Your arms which once held my entirety in its crooks and plains
starve me now of its warmth and familiarity.
We never did know as we giggled with hearts filled with joy and cheeks straining
from the force of our laughters
You never were mine, but I never was yours either.