Your Secret

Emotions

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I crawl through my window and carefully maneuver down the wall until I reach the ground. I pull out my phone to see Jisung blowing it up, I ignore it and run to my bicycle, hopping on and pedaling down the dimly lit street.

It was dusk now, meaning less and less cars were traveling on the roads. I sigh as I take a resting stop. Having zero clue where I was, I took the opportunity to explore something new. Using the map app, I make my way to a club nearby.

As I hop off my bike and tie it down so it can't be stolen, I walk into the massive building. I pay my way and begin to walk in.

To my surprise, it wasn't as full as I was expecting it to be.

I walk in, immediately heading to the bar. I ask for a strong drink, wanting to block my thoughts out for the night. I turn around as the bartender works his magic, watching the people partying and jumping around. Couples intertwined with each other. My eyes land on a gay couple, making out in the middle of everyone, shirts undone and everything. I gulp, jumping as the bartender puts my drink down.

"Thanks.." I mumble before taking the drink and turning back around, the gay couple walking over to the private rooms in the back.

I sigh, taking a bigger gulp and clenching my fist at the bitter taste. I continue this, for what felt like hours. Watching others around me having not a care in the world, while I down drink after drink. Eventually I stopped, feeling like if I drank another I might not even be able to function properly.

I get up, but am stopped by a girl who looks to be younger than me. "Hey pretty boy, are you seriously here all alone? No girlfriend?" She flirts excessively, her hand coming up to rub my arm.

"Yeah, actually. I am." I mutter, looking down to her as my eyes narrow. If I'm being honest, I could barely see what she looked like. I think I've already drank too much. She beams at my response, wrapping her arm around mine, as she pulls me down to hear her whispers. "Well.. I can give you a good time. It seems you're struggling with something. How about I take your mind off of it?" The offer wasn't even tempting, but I agreed anyways.

I watch through heavy eyes as she drags me into the back, shoving me into a room as she locks it behind us, giggling. She immediately works at my pants, sliding them down. She came back up, kissing along my legs as she pushed me to the bed. I looked up to her, and I think she noticed how uninterested i was.

She kissed at my neck, sliding her shirt off in the process. I ran my fingers over her bra strap, unclipping the back of it. She grinds herself against me, grabbing my hands and placing them on her bare chest. I grope her revealed tits, the feeling not even sparking something. I felt bored.

My mind started to wander as she unbuttoned her shorts. What was Jisung doing? Is he okay? I hope he isn't mad when I come back..

I was pulled from my mind as she kissed me, her tongue immediately going to explore mine. My hands come up to rest on her hips, her clothed sex rubbing mine in anticipation.

"Fuck me, pretty boy. I want to scream your name." she whispers to me, kissing my cheek.

She slips her panties off, and pulls my hand down to her slick folds. I circle her nub, watching her face light up in pleasure. But it didn't excite me like it used to. Something was missing.

As I rubbed her, she moaned out, grinding against my finger. Eventually I slipped a finger inside her, her walls immediately clenching against it. I closed my eyes, and immediately saw Jisung. My finger still working inside her, causing my image of him to shift.

He was on a bed, legs wide as his eyes were shut tightly, moaning my name as my finger rammed into him. His cock twitching every time I hit a sweet spot. The image caused me to bite my lip. I kept my eyes shut, keeping the fantasy fresh in my mind. Completely forgetting the girl who's screaming out on top of me. I hadn't noticed her finish, so when she grabs my wrist and pulls, begging for me to stop, I snap out of my day dream.

"Oh.. oh fuck.." I muttered as I look to her worn out expression. "Look— I'm so sorry.." she cut me off, a finger to my lips. "Don't be, that was so thrilling.." she leaned in to another kiss, but I dodged. I got up, and put my pants back on, noticing the erection that was stretching my boxers. I grumbled as I grabbed my things.

"Sorry but, I have to go." I bowed to the girl, apologizing as I walked out, I ran through a side door, dashing to my bike as I unhook it. I ride my bike back using gps, getting there a bit quicker than expected. The lights were off, aside from in my room. So I assumed Jisung was asleep. Thank god..

I opened the door to our shared dorm, slipping my shoes off and placing them elsewhere. I walked towards my room, but paused. I heard soft whimpers coming from the other side. Was it Jisung? was he crying? I heard my name and immediately knew I had to check. I softly opened the door, expecting him to be curled up on the bed, blanket over his head. But oh, I was very wrong.

I see pants on the floor, my sheets messy and tangled. My eyes slowly looked to meet with Jisungs body, his lower half naked as he held one of my jackets. He was jerking off, and not subtly too.. legs spread wide as he whimpered my name. My mouth hang open a bit, genuinely shocked. But the emotion was quickly washed away when I heard a moan come from his lips, causing the erection in my pants to throb. Fuck.

I bit my lip, stopping myself from making any noise. I want to shut the door, pretend I never saw anything. But I can't peel my eyes away. He looked.. amazing. I felt my boxers straining even more. Jisung let out a croaked moan, his back arching off the bed as she moaned my name loudly, his cum spilling out over his stomach and the sheets beneath him.

I couldn't take it, I couldn't take the aching feeling in my pants, or the way my mouth dried as I watched. I couldn't hold myself back anymore. I swung the door open, stomping over to Jisung. I saw the way his expression switched from ecstasy to fear in seconds. I looked down at him, my breathing heavy.

"M-Minho- wait- how long how you been here—? Wait- wait no.." he began to tear up, obviously terrified now that I caught him. I smirk, leaning down and pulling him closer to smash our lips together. The kiss was hot, the taste of him blessing my tongue.

I moaned into the kiss, kneeling down to crawl on the bed above him, my tongue exploring his mouth as we made out. I broke the kiss, his lips swollen as plump now. Fuck, why was I so horny? Rock hard after just kissing him?

"Jisung... i can't take this anymore. I destroying your body tonight.. and I want to hear you screaming the entire time.." I said with heavy breaths, looking through his eyes for any sign of un-comfort, but all I found was lust, and a hint of relief.

I grinned to him, leaning down to capture his lips for another heated kiss.

WOOOOOW.. It's been far too long guys..I'm so sorry :( BUT.. I think this update is a longer one.. I hope. So I hope yall enjoyed :D as promised it's very spicy,, the next chapter probably being worse :P so YAY until I feel like writing the next one !!