Your Secret

New emotions

WARNINGS:

Mention of m•sturb•tion / Dirty thoughts

*A lot of strong language

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As the credits start to roll, my eyes flicker open. My neck and back hurt from the position I was in, and legs have gone numb. I look down to see Jisung sound asleep. I smile to myself and pick him up softly, carrying him bridle style towards his room. As I set him down on his bed, I caress his cheek softly.

Wait.. what the absolute hell am I doing..? If he were to wake up right now—

My overthinking is interrupted when jisung groans. I pull my hand away. He's still half asleep, but he slowly picks up his arm. Grabbing randomly in front of him, until he grabs the pocket of my pants. He pulls me onto his bed, causing me to brace myself right over him. He lets go of my pocket and grabs my thigh. Probably thinking it's one of his pillows until I heard a name I never would've guessed come out of his mouth in that moment.

"Min..." it was soft, an almost whisper. To the point, I had to second guess myself. I could feel my ears start to turn hot. So I slowly started to crawl off the bed, when he let go of my thigh, and instead grabs my arm. He pulls me down, causing me to flop onto the bed next to him. He feels over my body, trying to find my waist. When I slowly lift myself so it's easier, he cuddles into my chest, letting out a soft breath.

I sit there in Silence for a while, contemplating whether I should just get up, not caring if he wakes up or not. Or....stay put.

I make my decision by snaking my arms down to Jisung waist, pulling him closer so he's easier to hug. Oddly enough, the sound of his soft breaths put me to sleep.

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I can feel the sun shining on my face, but I refuse to open my eyes. I can still feel Jisung body weight in front of me, until it vanishes. I open one of my eyes, noticing he's gone. I get up, rubbing my eyes as I turn around to get up out of his bed. I walk up to his door, cracking It open until I see the bathroom door closed, and the light on. I take this opportunity to tip toe into my own room, and shut the door. Leaning against it I mentally abuse myself for ever deciding to sleep in the SAME bed as my best friend. I hear him open the bathroom door, and walk back into his room. Then a knock on my door which causes me to bounce off of it. "Minho I know you're in there." Jisung says, banging on the door.

I breath out a heavy sigh. I'll just say he grabbed me so tightly I couldn't escape..! Perfect excuse Minho.. perfect..

I open the door with a forced smile, leaning against it awkwardly. "What is it Jisung?"

I quickly get out of the way as he walks to my bed and sits down. I gulp, walking over to him as I hang the door open.