I woke up this morning feeling empty and lost! I actually do think Fatima is the love of my life! She introduced me to a vibe and she maintained it til the end! This morning I bathed Isaias and my mom bathed Isábella! They asked about her! I don't know the words to say! Shit I can't even produce the damn words! Everytime someone says her name I just start stuttering! Is that love? Hell idk I've never been in love before but I'm sure she would've showed me how to love her! When I showered earlier I cried like a big ass baby! I have never cried about shit! I'm just so flabbergasted! The only good came out of this situation is I got the money for the kids so they'll forever be straight but all the responsibilities Fatima had, I now have! I make sure they are bathed, clothed, fed, in bed on time, and get to and from school! They're never out of my sight for more than 15 to 20 minutes at a time if that! Madam and the crew went to look for Olivia a couple days ago but came up empty handed! Now they're in Mexico and as far as I know, they still haven't found her ass!
"Alright kids let's go!"
I handed them their muffins and sausage patty, grabbed their backpacks and cups and we were on our way out! I even got car seats in the Tahoe like what? It's always been strictly for business purposes only but I'll do anything for Fatima and I owe Bella and Izzy!
We made it to the school and I helped them out! I'm currently the resource officer again and these parents been throwing all types of pussy my way but I'm not checking for none of them hoes!
"Good Morning Mr. Taylor!"
"Good Morning Ms. Johnson!"
"You never gave me your number!"
"Oh I didn't?"
This hoe gone bite her lip, "No you didn't!"
"Oh it's 9-1-1! If you need anything they'll be able to help you!"
I walked away before I disrespect her hoeish ass! Izzy and Bella have made ya boy a little soft! I mean I'll still kill a MF with my bare hands but I'm working on my anger!
I peeked into their classrooms and they were going over their numbers! I stepped to the side so they wouldn't see me and then I walked back up to the front entrance!
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I just keep looking at this picture I took of Fatima the other week! Beautiful, silly, and a blessing! Do you know that Fatima means "Captivating"? That makes so much sense because she's got me hooked and it was only one time! Damn I miss arguing with that girl! I'll do anything to hear her curse my ass out right about now! Plus as y'all can see, I love the chase! It's the thrill of it honestly!
It was time for lunch so I moved towards the lunch room! The kids were coming with their teacher sand after all the kids entered the lunchroom I walked in and stood against the wall!
