One Step At A Time(Asking Alexandria FanFic)

On The Road

A/N I CAME UP WITH THE NAME  NEVAEH DONT STEAL!! PLEASE THIS NAME MEANS ALOT TO ME!! JUST PLEEASE DONT

Danny and I walked on the bus to see the guys in the front lounge drinking beer laughing. Danny slowly introduced me to the all and said "Cameron, Sam, James, and Ben. This is our photographer Alicia." "Hi. but don't call me Alicia I hate it, I usually go by Lish or a nickname someone gives me." I say with a wave to them they smile and mumble their 'heys' Danny smiled and walked back to where the bunks are he sat my bad down and told me witch on was mine. I thanked him and got in my bad and got out my Jack out and sat in my bunk and took a swing it and then got out my head phones put them in and my phone. I pulled out my phone plugged in my phone and played Skillet- The Last Light. I was sitting there on my back against the side of my bunk taking swigs of the Jack I had tears in my eyes looking at my wrist I got out of my bunk, then got in my bag and got out something more comfortable. I know you could see all of my scars but at this moment I didn't really care at the moment. I got the box my mom gave me and looked in side and seen that it had like almost $6,000.00

I sighed and shook my head and got out my phone and texted her and said
To: Momma Bear 🐻
Really? Thanks but you really didn't have to. I don't need it mother.

I walked to the front of the bus and seen everyone sitting there drinking I sighed and took another swig of my Jack. I sat down besides Danny and Ben that were drinking lightly I was looking at my phone and now listing to Of Mice & Men- Second and Sebring when Ben pulls one of the ear buds out of my ear and says "Whatcha listing to?" He says in that British accent that is to die for while he put the other on in is ear and says "Of Mice and Men eh?" I shook my head 'Yes' and looked at him and said
"Yeah Austin Carlie saved my life. Don't know where I would be without him. Got a tattoo from this song." Ben smiled and me and patted me knee.
We all hung out for awhile my drinking Jack right out of the bottle still listing to music when my phone buzzed.

From: B.Baaaabbbeeeeeeee🐼
AYY!! Get on Skype you bitch I wanna see your sexy faces!!

I walked back to my bunk that was on top of Bens and grabbed my laptop and then walked back to the front of the bus where the guys where drinking, and might I say heavily.
I sat down but then Cameron and Sam walked in and I got up so I wasn't in there way and the could sit down I was about to si down when Danny pulled me into his lap and smiled I logged on to my computer and Skype.

I seen Brii and Aaron sitting there laughing about something I took another swig of Jack and yelled "SUP BITCHES!!"
They looked at me and yelled "Ayyyyy!!" I smiled and grabbed both the bottle of Jack and my computer and looked at the guys and said "Ay im going to the back lounge to take care of the call. Kay?" They shook their heads telling me it was okay.

I walked into the back the lounge and sat my compute down and took another drink of my Jack till it was gone and started talking about how it was on the bus so far and how I liked it etc. When I broke down in tears and said "Why guys. Why?" They look down and tried to avoid this conversation because I bother them about it I guess. They shook their heads and Brii said "I don't know why he did it Hun, I just don't. I wish you could be over this pain that you fell about all of it and the pain of losing him and they baby." Aaron looked at me and said "I'm sorry, but you know he still loves you, you where his best friend. He never forgot about you I can promise you that thou. And the Neveah still is watching over you." I yelled in tears "It's bullshit he left me. he left me alone to deal with he miscarriage myself when 'he' left. I will never be able to hold my little girl ever! He told me he loved me!! If he did why didn't he take me with him or why didn't he stay with me." I yelled angrily and slammed my laptop shut and walked into the hall way and put my computer up and walked into the bathroom.