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panic attack

🫂10th of December😕

(Tw: sh talking badly about a person, panic attack, blood so if you don't wanna read about them then skip this part I will put ⚠️ at the end and at the beginning where they start talking bad)

Billie, you are late again. Where were you? The teacher asked.

Uh, sorry, I left home too late. She said, "Really quiet voice. She sat to the corner table of the class.

⚠️Y/n look at that bitch. I heard that she is lesbian and that she tried to kill herself.⚠️ Amanda said.

Uh yeah. I said and continued to have my attention to the class. I didn't know if I like billie or not, but she seems really sweet.

Hey y/n I am gonna throw at her something. Elias said.

Mhm. I said. I really didn't wanna pay attention to my friends. They were bullies and I didn't know even why I was their friend. But I can't leave them then I am gonna be all alone. And that is the only thing I don't want.

Hey kys child look over here and stop writing your goodbye letters. Amanda said. Billie didn't even look up. I wanted to stand for billie but I was too scared. Elias started throwing things at billie like pencils and paper balls. The teacher looked at us so they both stopped.

Ugh I hope my ice coffee stays cold so I an drink it and let my bestie try it at the break. Amanda said while doing her makeup. I never understood her.

Then the bell ring.

Okay class dismissed. Next class is on Thursday. The teacher said. I packed backpack and when we all were leaving Amanda and Billie bumped into each other and Amanda's ice coffee spilled over her white crop t shirt and her flame jeans and over billie's hoodie.

WHAT THE FUCK YOU BITCH MY T SHIRT IS RUINED!! Amanda yelled at billie. The teacher didn't even care about the yelling. What a good fucking teacher.

I..I'm sorry Amanda I didn't mean to. She said. I can see the tears on her eyes. But Amanda didn't even care of the apology. She looked her eyes could literally pop out of her head and that she could set billie on fire on any second.

⚠️YOU FUCKING BITCH. DIE! DIE! YOU ARE SUCH A HOE WHO NO ONE NEEDS IN HERE GO KILL YOURSELF I WOULD COME AND LAUGH AT YOUR GRAVE!⚠️ Amanda yelled and punched billie right to the stomach that now she was gasping of air. This is too far.

Amanda you can't say that let billie go you guys bumped into each other so let her go I have spare t shirt at my locker you can wear. I said calm as I can.

Billie rushed out of the class. She jad tears in her eyes.

I don't want your t shirt so now you are standing out for a dork, a hoe and a butch who ruined my t shirt we are over y/n don't come back begging because you have zero friends. Amanda said and left the class with Elias. I had to check billie if she was okay. I didn't knew where she went but I need to check everywhere. Hmm first the bathrooms.

I went there and I heard crying of oke stall. I knew it could be billie by 70% change.

Hey can I come in? I asked.

The crying stopped. But then it started again. It sounded like the person who was there had problems to breathe.

Hey hey let me in I can help I am still gonna judge. I said.

⚠️Then the door opened and I saw billie she had blood on her wrists and problems to breathe. I sat next to her and pulled her into a hug.⚠️

Shh breathe I am here I know what Amanda said was hurting but I wanna tell you that if you would ve actually dead she would feel really guilty. I said I can feel she had a panic attack. He lr breathing came out sharp and really bad.

I held her until she was relaxed.

Better? I asked. She nodded. Then I took toilet paper and cleaned the cuts. She needed to take care of.

I am here can you give me the blade so I can throw it away? I asked. She looked me.

H..here. she said. I took it and threw it away.

Okay now breathe. I am so sorry that I didn't stand out for you at the first but I was scared that I was gonnabe all alone but I promise you that I am not gonna leave you. I said. She smiled. I looked at her hoodie which was coffee stained.

I guess you don't wanna wear that. Here you can have my hoodie don't worry I won't be cold with a t shirt. I said.

No..no I couldn't take that. It's too much it's so much that you are with me and not judging. She said.

No here you can have it okay now are you ready to go to the next class? Hey btw how is your stomach? I asked.

Hurting from the punch but I guess I will be fine. She said.

Here I have some pain killers it should help you and get the pain away maybe a hot water bottle could help too. I said. She looked me like I was a miracle. She took the pain killer and she put on my hoodie.

Thank you y/n. You are the only friend I have like in three years. But are you sure you wanna be friends with a self harm teenager? She asked.

Is that even question. Ofc I wanna be your friend. I wanna help you stay clean and stand out for you when amanda or anyone else bullies you so now come on we need to get on our English class we are bit late but don't worry I cover us up. I said and helped billie to get up. Then we walked to the next class.

A/n: I could never bully billie our sweet baby❤️