Fated to You

Chapter 24 - The fiend queen

Sam's house

Sam couldn't understand. She just didn't want to understand the reason why Freen would keep crying for someone who had made her go through so much. The agony with which the young girl wept at her feet made her seethe with rage. She didn't like seeing the girl she's so much in love with be in so much pain or misery just for the love of another girl. She squats down by her side and embraces her with one arm, gently roaming upon her back in show of comfort but it didn't seem to be working. She brings her closer to her and repeats her move but Freen is inconsolable.

Freen looks up at Sam, whose eyes were more hurt and confused than Freen's own complicated life. "People lie Sam. People lie."

"Yes. I know. It is true. Proof of that is your ex-fiancée the stalker."

"No. I mean in general."

Sam frowns, "What do you mean?"

"She keeps hurting me Sam. I don't know what to do anymore." She sobs even louder. "She thinks it is easy to watch her about to walk down the aisle to someone else and confesses her love for me. She cheated on me Sam. In the same day that she finished proposing to me. She's doing the same thing that she did to me - to Mon. And every time that she doesn't consider Mon in all of this, it makes me mad. That means she didn't care about me either when she slept with that girl on our engagement day."

"Then stop!" Sam says. "Stop crying over her. She's not worth your tears."

"You think I want to. You think I want to keep crying over her."

"Then, Freen, why do you?"

"I don't know. I guess the tears I've shed over the years weren't enough to take away the love that I feel. People told me that it was OK to cry and I have cried. People said that the more I cried, the faster the pain go away. Time has passed, tears have been shed. People just failed to tell me how long fast would be." Freen cries, damaging her pretty eyes. Those pretty eyes that had Sam enthralled from the get go.

Sam hated it. Sam hated the fact that Freen was not crying over her. She hasn't made her way within her heart because rich girl had been the owner and still is the owner. She hates it. "then you just need to let someone else in. Let someone else love you. Let me love you." Sam cups Freen's chin and brings up her face to just a fraction close to hers. "I'll make you forget her."

"Sam, I don't..."

"No, stop talking and listen to me." She touches Freen's lips with her finger, "I've listened to you and now it's your turn to listen to me. Freen, I'd give anything to stand next to you, can't you see that? Haven't I proven that to you already? I fell in love with you the minute that I noticed you sitting next to me on that plane. Forget Becky and let me in your heart. I'll replace and make you happy. Give me that chance."

"Sam..."

"No," she interrupts her again. "I don't want to hear your excuse. I don't want you to tell me that you'll hurt or break my heart. If I was scared of getting hurt, then I'd never be bold enough to risk asking a woman in love with another woman to let me love her – in hopes of her returning that love eventually."

"Why do you have to be so simple?"

"I'm not simple Freen. You just look at life in a very much complicated way."

Freen looks within Sam's eyes and wonder if she was being sincere. But then, she can't keep dragging Sam into her messy life. What is Sam gaining by staying in her life? Nothing. She can't fall in love with anybody because she tried; they just never quite worked out for her. So she now just focuses on herself. That is up until she came back here and everything that she's though about was Becky.