Seventeen BoyxBoy smut(Unedited)

Cheolwoo{You Matter}

{Ship: Cheolwoo/ Kinks: Soft sex, praises/ Top: Seungcheol}

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Jeon Wonwoo the quietest member of Seventeen as been going through issues, issues that he refused to tell his members. It would be troublesome to tell them and he didn't wanna cause a fight between anyone

Wonwoo had strong feelings for his leader, but he was almost 100% sure Seungcheol liked Jeonghan. Their connection was something indescribable, Seungcheol and Jeonghan were perfect for each other

They were your typical relationship, the strong top alpha and the sweet cute angle. Wonwoo knew Seungcheol wouldn't like him, he barely spoke, he had personal issues and dealt with anxiety 

Jeonghan didn't have those issues, Jeonghan was very confident in himself and he wished and prayed that he could obtain a quarter of Jeonghans confidence, but any time he tried to be confident in himself and his sexuality he found it hard

Wonwoo gives off cold energy, but in reality all he wants is for someone to baby him so he can just let go of his issues and feel human, but he didn't have anyone who he could do that with 

Wonwoo was out to eat with Jun, and Jun noticed Wonwoo spacing out "Wonwoo, what's wrong?" Jun spoke concerned but also a small hint of annoyance, Wonwoo has been ignoring him for days so Jun and to force him out to eat with him, but even then Wonwoo was ignoring him

"Nothing" Wonwoo picked up his chopsticks to eat "Wonwoo you're lying to me, and im like your best friend, we understand each other the best, and-...and you lie to me, to my face. I don't like that" Jun spoke Wonwoo could sense the hint of sadness and anger present in Juns voice 

Wonwoo looked down "I've just been thinking about things thats all" Wonwoo spoke and avoided eye contact with Jun "Look me in my eyes and tell me the truth" Jun spoke "Im-...im sick of you lying to me Jeon Wonwoo" 

Wonwoo couldn't let anyone in, he refused. The walls that took years to build hid a Wonwoo no one was ready for. A Wonwoo filled with anger and sadness, and anxiety. If he let Jun in, it would only result in a downfall from there

"Im not lying, just-just leave me alone" Wonwoo got up and walked away leaving Jun speechless, hurt, and betrayed

The following day at practice, Wonwoo stayed away from Jun, and Jun stayed away from Wonwoo. No one noticed it, they had a comeback coming up, so the stress of that made the atmosphere thick

Wonwoo looked up and saw Jeonghan and Seungcheol hugging. The way Seungcheols hand supported Jeonghan who was slightly on his tipy toes made Wonwoos throat tighten

He felt like he couldn't breath, it was suffocating to see the two of them so close. Jeonghan on the man who claimed Wonwoos heart, but Seungcheol could never love Wonwoo the way he wanted to be loved so Wonwoo thought 

"Wonwoo what's wrong?" Seungcheols voice cut through the air and went right to Wonwoos heart "Nothing im fine hyung" he forced a smile and turned the other way 

Seungcheol broke the hug with Jeonghan and walked to Wonwoo "Woo, you know you can talk to me and tell me anything right? I'd never judge you, you know right?"

If only Seungcheol knew how deep those words cut Wonwoo, his wall was knocked into, he felt the wall break, but he wouldn't let it 

"Yea hyung lol, im fine" he managed to get out without his voice cracking, tears threatened to fall down his face, but Seungcheol knew Wonwoo

"Wonwoo, what's the matter?" Seungcheol asked his voice laced with concern but the tone of his voice was the tone Wonwoo has never heard Seungcheol use with anyone before