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goodmorning..hi everybody, today i decided to get my shit together and deal with my problems.
i told juju i was going to give her another try.. and she laid it down so i can't keep playing with people's feelings.
first up was shy, i mean we haven't seen eachother forreal and i got somebody that's close to worry about.
i sighed and went to imessage— i scrolled down and clicked on her contact. i started contemplating and i just went ahead and called her.
she answered and put her face in the camera "hello?" she said in her lil accent. i sighed "hey shy, can we talk real quick?" i finished.
"mhm, what's up?" she said while nodding. "so.. i've been talking to somebody and i don't wanna juggle multiple people at once.." i drifted off.
she nodded in agreement "i understand, i would do the same thing." she said. i slightly nodded back "you're a cool ass person though, could we still be friends?" i asked.
she smiled and nodded "ik ik, of course. i hope it all goes well with your boo." she finished. "thank you, i hope so too. can i talk to you later?"
"if i don't have practice, you know i'll answer!" she said making me smile. "okay boo, talk to you later." i said while hanging up.
i sighed loudly "omg" i said to my self. i swiped off of shy's contact and went to paige's.
i don't know how to do this cause i was actually fw paige. i clicked on the facetime icon and started a call.
she answered on the first ring with a big smile on her face "hi noelle!!" she said. i sighed "hi madison, can we talk?" i asked.
she nodded "of course, what's wrong mama?" she said as her smile faded a bit. "i've been thinking a lot, and i've decided to reconnect with my juju. i know this might be hard to hear, but i want to be honest with you. you've meant a lot to me, and i value our time together. i hope we can remain friends and support each other, even if it's not romantically. i appreciate everything we've shared, and I'll always care about you." i finished.
she slowly nodded taking everything in, i lowkey regretted everything but before i could speak up she spoke—"i understand.. i can't be mad honestly i told you to talk to her. of course i'll still be here to support you and care for you zara, not saying it will but if it goes bad again you can text me." she let out.
i listened and nodded "thank you for understanding, and if it does go bad i'll be texting you." i said with a giggle.
"okay, i'm here filming with overtime so i'll call you later!" she said causing me to nod "alright, do your thing love!" i said as i hung up.
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Romancewhen zara was in highschool her parents split .. she ended up having to live with her dad in cali where she attended usc and met juju. continue reading to find out what happens in their story!