Through The Days (a Klaine fanfic)

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Hey. It's 2 am and my phone is bitching hard today so I'm sorry if you don't like this chapter!

Almost 200 reads! thank you so much <3

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Kurt's P.O.V

"Girl's night!" Rachel and Mercedes shout as I open the door for them, I hug them both and they come in

"Hi girls, wanna grab some snacks?"

"Yeah sure, it's gonna be great" Rachel says as she claps her hands with enthusiasm

I get to the kitchen, get some things and we head to my room.

We talked, laughed, watched movies and just had fun. Well they did, all I was thinking the whole night was Blaine.

halfway through the night. Rachel is off to Finn's room, as usual, she only wants to have girls nights to spend more time with him.

"Okay, Kurt, what's going on? you've been off of it for days now. What's bothering you, honey?" Asked Mercedes

"Oh, I was? It's nothing."

"Boo, you can tell me, you know. We're alone now, so come on, maybe I can help"

"It's just..." I sigh "I've been having these thoughts about Blaine. I think of him 24/7, It's like a drug"

"What kind of thoughts?" she raises an eyebrow and I roll my eyes

"You know what kind of thoughts, Cedes"

"So you like him?"

"I guess you can say that. But I hate it, I hate wanting to kiss him, to hold him, to hug him, to cuddle with him all the time. But not being able to do it"

"Aw honey. Do you think he feels the same?"

"I don't know. I mean, he keeps giving me heart eyes and flirting like all the time. I act like I didn't realize, because I don't know how to deal with it. But to be honest I kinda.... Like it?" I start blushing like crazy. Mercedes smirked and laughed

"Don't laugh. I hate being so pale, I blush everytime it happens and I'm kinda sure he realized it"

"I say go for it. Kiss him"

"Really? What if he doesn't feel the same way? I don't wanna lose him"

"Kurt, you'll never know if you never try. If you do, there's a possibility of losing him, but there's also a possibility of winning him too, you will probably regret if you don't try and the 'what if's' will hunt you forever"

"You're right, thanks Cedes!"

"No problem, honey. Now let's get back to watching the movie, I couldn't focus because of you!" She joked, I shoved her playfully and laughed

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The Next Day

"Hi Kurt" He greeted with a big smile on his face

"Hey" I smile back

We're in his room, sitting on the couch. We're alone, Cooper went out. He's been talking but I don't even know what he's talking about, I keep thinking of what Mercedes said, should I do it? she's right, the 'what if's' will hunt me forever. Oh hell to that

The next thing I know, our lips crash in a sweet, slow, beautiful kiss. I feel like my stomach is gonna drop to my feet, and my eye balls are gonna explode. it's perfect

I back off and press our forheads together "Oh. I missed you so much, Nick" Blaine  says.

"Nick?" I ask. He just looked shocked

"I-I should go" I get up and grab my stuff

"No! Kurt, wait! Please, I'm sorry!" I hear him saying but I get out as quick as I can, tears dropping from my eyes. how dare he? who the hell is Nick?

Blaine's P.O.V

Omg! What have I done? I'm an idiot! I try going after him but I can't for obvious reasons. Why does this keep hunting me? it's over! It's been that way for so long why can't I forget it? I start crying

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Flashback

I walk in the house with my phone is my hand, texting Nick. Nick is my boyfriend from 3 months. I haven't told anyone yet, but I love him. Our relationship is a secret, only our close friends know, but he's okay with it, he knows that I'm not ready to come out yet. I put the phone on the kitchen table and walk around looking for something to eat. I didn't hear my father coming in til I hear him talking

"Who the hell is Nick?!" I freeze in my place

"D-dad, I d-didn't hear you coming" my father is homophobic, and I already know this is not gonna end up very beautiful

"I said; WHO THE HELL IS NICK?!!"

"Nick is.. Dad sit down please, I need to talk to you"

"I don't want to sit down! Answer my fucking question!"

"Nick is my boyfriend, dad. I'm gay" I say with a shaky voice

"No you're not" he says laughing like he doesn't wanna believe it

"Yes dad, I am. And I love him" Okay that was a bad move!

"Don't you dare say that! you little piece of shit!" he says and punsh me in the stomach, then hit my head on the kitchen table again and again and again

"No, dad! Please! Stop! Dad!" when he finally stopped, I passed out

I woke up with a terrible headache, then it all came back to me. I rush out of the door and go to Nick's. When I arrive I knock on the door several times before his sister opens it, with red puffy eyes and tear-stained cheeks

"W-what happened?" I ask

"Nick. He got ran over by a car, he's in the hospital." No! It can't be! could it be...? oh my god I really hope not

Few Days Later

Nick is in a wheel chair. Because of my dad, he told me he was the one who did it, that's all he said to me since the incident, and he said that he isn't feeling guilty at all, and that it's my punishement, I can't tell the police, I can't risk

My father visited Nick in the hospital and threatened him that if he didn't break up with me and get away from me that he'll do worse to him, so yeah, I lost everything. But what happened to Nick.... he didn't deserve it, it's my fault, his gonna spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair because of me. I will never forgive myself

End Of Flashback

I've been living with the guilt for years, I don't love him anymore, but I can't forget what happened or forgive myself

And now I fucked up with Kurt really bad, what am I gonna do? how am I gonna get him back? he's the best thing that's ever happened to me since a long time, I really REALLY like him. I spent that whole day and night crying

Back To Kurt's P.O.V

I can't believe what just happened, I drive very fast home, and isolate my self in my room, crying myself to sleep. Blaine tried calling me since I ran away, But I can't talk to him right now. I can't. He hurt me

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OMG! What's gonna happen now?  :o