Through The Days (a Klaine fanfic)

I Still Do

Kurt's P.O.V

Kurt, My whole life, I was miserable, I was broken, I was hurt, but when you came, you changed me, you helped me, you saved me in every possible way, and for that, I thank you, I am sending you this message to thank you, and also to say goodbye to you, I'm finally letting go, not just you, but myself, I'm freeing my soul, I've been to hell and back, but I had one great thing in my life, and that was you, by now I would be up there, but always remember, you are perfect, in every single way, I loved you, so much, and I will always do, don't think that this is your fault, it's not, it's mine, I was a fool, I hurt you, and I'm so sorry about it, but I never stopped loving you, and I never will, so one last time I'll say it, Kurt hummel, I love you, so much, more than words can describe, you are an incredible human being, goodbye, my love

No no no he wouldn't! he WOULDN'T!! I tried calling him, he shut his phone. So I got up and drove to his house as fast as I could, the door was opened so I entered and ran to his house, and there I found him, standing by the window, back to the door, blood running from his hands, I catched him just when he was about to drink some pills

"Blaine! stop!" I yelled and he turned around

"Kurt" he said in a lazy voice, then fell to the floor, I ran to him and tried waking him up but he didn't respond, I started crying without realizing, I called 911 and they said they were on the way, I rest his head on my lap and started talking, trying

"Blaine, baby wake up please, please wake up, I forgive you, I forgave you a long time ago, please I love you, Blaine wake up...." a few minutes later I heard the ambulance, the paramedics took him, and I got in the ambulance with him, on the way there I called his parents and the glee club

We arrived and they took him in, a few minutes later his parents, Cooper and the Glee club started coming, they all started asking questions, but all I said is I don't know, I mean, I can't tell them he tried to kill himself

"I know what happened, he texted me" said Tina

"Really? And you didn't come to help him?" I raised an eyebrow, I didn't mean to say it it just came out spontaneously

"I was on the way when you called" she said in a harsh tone

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I'm just..." I started crying, I couldn't control it, this was all too much, she sat beside me and started soothing me

"It's okay, I understand, it's too much" there was silence for a few seconds, the she started breathing heavily, and opening her mouth like she was about to talk, but then shut up

"He didn't tell you why he did it, did he?" I shook my head in response

"Of course he didn't, he wouldn't want you to feel guilty"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, one day, he met this guy......" she started explaining

I can't believe what I just heard, who the hell is this Sebastian and what the FUCK was he talking about, dirty past? files and pictures? what the hell? I swear if he was in front of me right now he wouldn't have a dick to want my Blainey, so Blaine was just trying to protect me? it's still wrong, what he did, but everything changes right now, he didn't do it because he got bored of me or something, he did it because he loves me, because he thought he was protecting me, but I made him feel like shit, he almost died because of me! The doctor came and stopped my thoughts, I got up quickly and got to him

"What's going on doc? is he okay?"

"Right now, he is okay, he just needs rest"

"Thank god, but what happened, doctor?" Mrs. Anderson asked, she doesn't know yet, I hope he doesn't mention the cuts

"Well, his emotional state wasn't stable, and that effected his health, he didn't get enough nutrition or sleep, and his mind was very tired, so it's normal for him to pass out like that, but the cuts didn't do any damage, they weren't too deep"

"The cuts?" his father asked, his mother stood in shock

"Yes, there are cuts on his wrists, I'm very sorry. I can recommend you a good therapist, he can help your son" he said with a sympathetic smile

"When can we see him?"

"You can see him when he wakes up" he said and walked away

We waited for Blaine to wake up, and when he finally did, his parents were the first to visit him, then the Glee club, I wanted to visit him alone, when they were out, I got up to visit him, first I hesitated, how should I act? Oh screw it, I opened the door, the second he saw me his face lit up, even like this he looks so fucking cute

"Hi" I said walking to the chair and sitting, I took his hand "How do you feel?"

"I-I'm tired, Kurt I'm so sorry"

"No, Blaine it's okay we shouldn't talk about this right now, we'll talk later, when you're better, now let's just focus on you" I said rubbing his shoulder

2 days later Blaine left the hospital, his parents want him to take therapy sessions, he told them everything, they would've sued that bitch but his father is a lawyer so there's no use, everything he gave Blaine was fake though, and I made that very clear, my family's past is very decent and clean

"Kurt, I'm fine now, can we talk about where we're standing right now? 'cause it's killing me not to be able to kiss you and hold you, I miss you so much Kurt, I'm so sorry, I'd say it every single minute of my life if I had to, I'd do anything for you to forgive me"

"I know, you did it because you thought you were protecting me, I get it, it's still wrong, very wrong, but I forgive you, and what happened made me realize how strong and immortal our love is"

"So, we're back together?" he asked, a flash of hope in his eyes

"I think you can say that, I still love you even though you hurt me"

"And I'm so sor-"

"Blaine, it's enough, stop apologizing, what's done is done"

"I love you so much, you know that? so so much"

"I know too, I love you" I said smiling and he leaned and kissed me, it was the best kiss we ever had, so perfect.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KLAINE IS BACK!!! why the hell am I fangirling over my own story? Anyway, I updated my other story, would you check it out, please? OR NO UPDATING FOR A MONTH!! lol joking

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