Bnha / Mha Oneshots!

Shinkami

Mentions of getting High

Kamanaris fingers entertained his gutair. He sat with one leg falling off his bed, practicing over and over a song Jiro enjoys. The room was silent other than his noise. Typically Tokoyami, Jiro, or Shinso would be near by keeping him company but everyone seemed so busy. Shinso hasn't answered his text for a few hours either, nothing out the usual though. The silence doesn't bother Kamanari, he could enjoy it time to time.

"Hitoshi, babe you didn't tell me you were hanging out!"

Kamanari spoke with such excitement while getting up from his bed, carefully placing the guitar next to his bed frame.

His pace was filled with Joy similar to his smile.

Kamanari attempted to lean in for a hello kiss, but that's when he realized Shinso wasn't smiling.

Shinso took the hand meant for his cheek and rejected the kiss by leaning back. The grip on Kamanaris hand wasn't bribing but still firm. The atmosphere now feeling tense instead of happy.

"Were you with that one purple haired girl last night?"

Kamanari took a minute to pull back his hand and look at Shinso.

"What?" He gave a confused smile, he never cared to ask before.

"Denki, your friend." His look was deadpan.

"Jiro? Yea what of it?"

"Why'd she have to sleep in your dorm?" Shinso asked back.

"It was an accident. Sero crashed here to playing with my hats. What's up with all these questions?"

"Curious to why it happened."

"Do you seriously think I'm cheating on you with her!" Kamanaris confusion faded into anger before Shinso had answered.

"I never said that."

"Then what are you saying and Don't treat me like an idiot I know that's what you're implying!"

Shinso strong demeanor turned into one of a child being caught in a lie.

"You just didn't mention it... and your crush on her."

"That was a year ago and I got rejected, got over it, and got with you remember?" Kaminari spoke with so much anger that Shinso has never heard towards him.

At this point, his eyes were glued to floor while being stared down.

"I can't believe you, Questioning me about my friends, your peers! Just so you know, I didn't tell you because you were training and I didn't to upset you. We were getting high in my room, because momo doesn't know Jiro smokes yet not because of anything else you're thinking of." Kamanari had his arms crossed at this point.

"I thought you quit getting high while at the dorms?"

"No I quit getting high often, and you always get upset about it even while I'm off school grounds and poorly pretend it's cool. Didn't feel like souring your training with my hobby."

If this was any other time maybe Shinso would have argued it's not a hobby, he doesn't approve of smoking especially when you're a UA student, but changing Kamanari was never his plan. Who is he to make him stop something that's helped with his anxiety before they started dating?

"I'm sorry Denki."

"I think you should leave." Denkis tone was filled with annoyance when it was once filled with love.

Caught off guard by the request, he obeyed it.

"Bye Denki"

"Goodbye"

The door closing was not as nearly as loud as the silence that ensued after.

...

"Goodbye" those words played through Shinsos head after he closed the door.

Kamanari didn't even try responding after their fight. Shinso was beginning to think this was the end.

Hanging out in the common room, talking to his green haired classmate just to be close, and sending "I'm sorry" text didn't work.

The guilt swarmed inside him, almost affecting his training. If it wasn't for class 1-B correcting him from the start maybe he would have fallen behind.

Shinsos sleeping started to feel the effects of his anxiety. He was exhausted, tired enough to take action after a few days.

So he did.

"Hitoshi I have a test to study for, what do you need?" Kamanari put his book bag near his door, after letting Shinso inside his room.

He found him standing next to the door, still dressed in gym wear. Kamanari sighed, he knows Shinso won't leave him alone this time.

"Are you breaking up with me?"

Kamanari looked at Shinso, maybe it was the brutal training but he felt sorry for him because he looked exhausted.

"You know, what you did hurt me right? I love you Hitoshi but I don't think you can't deal with that... I'm sorry."

Shinso immediately put his hands on Kaminaris shoulders.

"Wait please, we just had a fight! I didn't believe you'd do something like that to me, I was just jealous!" He pleaded.

"Hitoshi, we can't let things interfere with our studie-"

"Denki it's not interfering at all." Shinso almost sounded desperate, Kaminari felt his heart breaking.

He let out a hitch exhale before attempting to break up again.

"Hitoshi..."

"I'm sorry, I'll apologize to Jiro myself if that's what it takes."

I can't cry, Denki thought to himself.

"Leave her out of it, it's our relationship."

"I'm sorry." Shinso repeated tho words almost like a record.

His hands still on his shoulder, slightly rubbing them.

Kamanari let out a sigh, this one sounding broken.

"She's my best friend that's all, you're my boyfriend and sero was with us that night..." Kamanaris eyes looked watery.

"I know Denki" Shinso pulled him in for a hug.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for accusing of you of something. I'm sorry for being a dick. I'm sorry for being jealous. I'm okay, really this time, with you getting high in weekends."

His grip got stronger on Kamanari, he's embarrassed and ashamed of his actions.

"We can be together Hitoshi, I just need you to trust me." Shinso felt his partner speaking into him almost.

"I trust you."

Their hug lasted a while, until finally they let go and Shinso gave him a kiss on the cheek.

Kamanari really did have to study, but in no way was he going to leave Denkis side.

Shinso broke UA rules that night and slept in Denkis dorm bed.