✧ | HEALING TRAUMA

05. 12. 2024 - Battle Scars ft Bow

05. 12. 2024

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With the new release of their first full album "Therapy Tapes",  Su tries to understand a certain part of the song to do a remix of but he's having a hard time meshing it together.

He ruffles his hair before his head lands on the desk,"Ugh... fuck. I need to figure this out but it's pushing me back even more. Maybe I should call someone." Su sits there for a moment before picking up his phone and calling Hyunwoo.

"Yo you reached Hyunwoo, I can't come to the phone right now. Most likely busy, I'll call back when I get the message goodbye!" Su shakes his head a bit taking a deep breath trying to figure out who else to call. After a few awhile he calls up a friend he hasn't hung out in good bit but it was his only shot before calling someone else that he didn't want to bother at all.

"Su? What's Wrong?" Bow answered a bit concerned after a bit of a pause he sighs slightly, "Nothing is wrong... I'm just stuck on a track and need a little help. Are you busy?"

"Eh..." He heard a pause before he heard Bow speak up. "I'll be there in 20 minutes, dorm or studio?" He asked  hearing the smirk in his voice. "I'm already at the studio, I'll send the address after."

"Alright. I'll see you when I get there. Don't do some dumb shit I would do." Bow said causing Su to lean back in his chair, "No promise. See ya when you get here." After exchanging goodbyes he hangs up the call, Su sends him the address to the studio leaving him in silence with the emptiness of his thoughts... like the calm before the storm.

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"Su... Su... KIM INSU?!" Su snaps out of his mind looking around very confused hearing a voice from the door, he opens it to see Bow in a mixture of confused and concern. "Dude? Are you alright? I was there for like five minutes and heard silence. I was about to get Chinhwa."

Su blinked a few times trying to focus and all he could do was nod, scratching his head. "S...Sorry." Su sits down on the chair still out of it, looking down at his hands shaking. Bow closes the door and goes over to him, "Su... What is today?" Su looks at him pretty confused feeling his eye twitch a bit. "12th... 12th of M-May..." He seems like his breathing getting shallow but heavy at the same time.  He looks up to see Bow but there's something behind him.  Bow looks at Insu's eyes seeing that his pupils being more diluted than normal which he keeps that as a mental note.

"Take a deep breath Su, you're alright. You're safe with me." He holds Su hand firmly making sure to hold them close to his chest feeling his heart beat. Su's breath shakes as he tries to keep himself focus until he hears a voice, "Do you really trust him?"

Su shakes his head covering his ears, "sh-shut up. please shut the fuck up." he yelled shutting his eyes tight with tears flowing out. Bow looks at Su completely shocked and panicked not really knowing what to do. He bear hugs him in the last resort seeing if the weight of him could work. Su shaking started to breathing normally after a few minutes. After a couple moments of silence he speaks up, "I didn't mean for you to see me like this."

Bow doesn't say anything looking down at Su to see his eyes, that they're still the same. Bow finally speaks, "When was your last low?"

Su's eyes goes wide, "W-What?"

"When was your last low Insu?", Bow restated with a bit of a firm tone, pushing Su's hair back so he could see his full face.

Su doesn't say anything for a moment, "a month..." he mumbled softly looking away from Bow. "And when was your last high?"