✧ | HEALING TRAUMA

02 .14. 23 Youngsoo

02. 14. 23
1:26 am

'Ugh.. you gotta be kidding me it got rejected again!' Youngsoo throws the paper at the wall and sighed. "Come on... Give me a sign to keep going through with this music career."

Youngsoo crumped up the paper and throws it against the wall watching it land into a small lump of papers. He scratches his neck and head roughly, and lays flat on his bed. A small noise comes from the door, "Come in?" He responded. The door cracked open and someone peaks into the room. Youngsoo turns his head towards the door and the two locked eyes. He smiles softly at the person and sits up a bit.

"Hi Teddie, you can come in bud." The little did what he was being told and goes over to him. "Why are you up this late?" Youngsoo asked wrapping his arms around the other gently. "me.. had a nightmare. wanted appa." Soshi hugs onto Youngsoo tightly, he rubs the younger's back.

"It's okay love bug. I have to ask a question, how old are you right now?" He asked rubbing his head trying to calm him down. Soshi looks at Youngsoo for a minute before holding up five fingers and then laid his head on Youngsoo's shoulder. He kisses the top of Soshi head and rocks him until he falls back to sleep.

5:38 am

Youngsoo's alarm goes off, he tries to turn it off but stopped by a heavy weight on his chest. He hears light snores and giggles to himself before turning off his alarm. "Teddie honey, I have a schedule to go to." He whispered slightly shaking him, Soshi moved a little bit letting Youngsoo out of his grasp.

With a sigh of relief, Youngsoo gets out of his bed and checks his phone.

idiot 2 (Su)

'Hyung... I think there's something wrong with Hyunwoo.'

'What do you mean?'

'He didn't come home from the studio last night.'

'Okay. I'll go and see what's up. Could you come to my room and stay with Teddie? Just in case he has another nightmare.'

'Yeah I'll be up in a few minutes.'

Just as Youngsoo puts his phone in his pocket, a light noise came from the door. He opens it and greets Su. "Thanks Su, I'll see about Hyunwoo. I don't know if Soshi going to wake up little but I have a feeling that he's still is." The older stated while getting dressed. "No problem, I was texting Hyunwoo last night and it seems like some was off. He even sent a voice memo and even his voice was even deeper. I'm just really worried." Su rambled on and shaking a bit, Youngsoo puts his hands on the younger shoulder's.

"Insu. Breath." Youngsoo takes a deep breath hoping that Su would do the same. Su looks around a bit getting a bit gittery but after a while he looks at Youngsoo and tries to match his breathing. After a few minutes, Su calms down and let Youngsoo go off to see about his other member.

As soon as Youngsoo gets to the studios he tries to remember which room Hyunwoo uses. When he turns the corner he passes Chinhwa and stops him. "Hey by any chance did you see Hyunwoo?" He asked with a slight crack in his voice.

"Yeah he should be in room 13. I have to run though so bye!" Chinhwa runs off after a small 'thank you' from Youngsoo. When he turn to the room he realizes the door is cracked. Taking tiny steps towards the door to see Hyunwoo sleeping with a ton of stuff around him.

The older decided to go up to the sleeping boy in a split second Youngsoo was looking up at Hyunwoo pinning him to the floor. "Whoa Hyunie! Hyun. It's me!" Youngsoo semi-shouted to catch his attention. Hyunwoo's eyes dilated and he let go of the older, and sits in the corners covering his face.