Remotest - MR. PARK 3

Chapter 37

Jimin peeked into the dark room,
Biyanka still didn't want to see anyone.

She was inside the blanket on the bed, sleeping.

She didn't have her breakfast; nor her lunch.. jimin on the other hand tried his best.. but his heart broke everytime he saw her tears and lifeless eyes.

She didn't want to talk about it, nor did she expected jimin to come and comfort her. She wanted to be left alone and Jimin was doing that.
He knew her so well, just with one look at her he knew she was mourning.. and she would not want jimin being with her..
But right now even jimin was suffering equally, if Biyanka had lost her child, Jimin had lost his too..

A man could show how strong and emotionally available he is to support his wife but he was a human after all.

Jimin had been crying silently in the bathroom, everytime he took a shower.. everytime he sat on the couch alone.. his eyes teared up.

How much pain does he and Biyanka have to go through to see happy days!
They just got married a few months ago, they would've had a beautiful baby with them in another to follow.. they were happy.. he made mistakes.. they were fighting but they were getting somewhere.

This news just broke the two hearts,
How jimin had wished to see his wife growing a life inside her.. how he wished to be present at the delivery of their baby, how he wished to be there to listen and help their baby in all its firsts.. cause he already missed onto everything the first time with Mari.

He cried trying to simmer down the pain..
but it just felt so difficult to cope.

Had he taken Better care of Biyanka, had he paid more attention to her.. had he not ignored her pain...
She'd be doing better..

He cried like a child.. he was mourning too
And he needed Biyanka

But she chose to shut off.. completely

Mrs. Ahn had placed food in their room while trying to wake her up

"Mrs. Park.. Mrs park please get up and eat something" she said
Biyanka just sat straight .. looked at the elder lady and nodded ..

She looked at the food.. and kept sitting in the same position..

Mrs. Ahn has no idea what to do.. she caressed her head and left the room, to find Jimin sitting on the couch.. his eyes staring at nothinh on the wall...his empty eyes..
she took a plate of food towards her

"Sir.. please eat something"

"Did she eat anything?" He asked coming out of the trance
And the older lady just shook her head in a no

Jimin closed his eyes..
"You may sleep Mrs. Ahn.."
"But master..."
"Good night Mrs. Ahn" jimin stood up and moved towards his study..

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It had been 5 days since Jimin gave space to Biyanka..

The only times he touched her or even saw her was to force her for a shower, comb her hair, make her eat and wake her up..

She wasn't really moving at all. She kept crying everytime he came infront of her, everytime she lied down.. she was not getting any better.

And it was even worse for Jimin cause he wasn't even eating anything.

Mrs. Ahn could see his plates left untouched, his half finished coffee and how he was trying ri distract himself by opening the laptop but there was no progress.
Mari had been staying with Tae and Lia.. all this while...

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"Mrs. Park, here's your food. Please eat something" Mrs. Ahn was again inside Biyanka's room..

Seeing her sitting quietly just staring at nothinh ached her heart too..

"Do you think what you're doing is right? This thing? Not eating, not paying attention to yourself.. maybe you even forgot along with you even jimin lost his child..the child wasn't just yours.. it was his too. Biyanka.. I know it aches honey; it's aches a lot... but it aches even more when the person who loves you so much is suffering quietly. Did you realise how master is coming to you helping you with your stuff without you even asking, but who'd do all that for him? Who will take care of him? He hasn't eating anything in 5 days .. when you cry he is crying too.. he cannot move as well.. but he's doing things for you. Cause he loves you. He needs you at this moment.. do not let a hurdle ... a sad part ruin the coming happy moments of your life. You're like my own children, I cannot see you two breaking apart. You're a woman, the endurer, the birth giver, the strongest entity on this planet. You can overcome this.. please honey.. eat something.."
Mrs. Ahn caressed Biyanka's hand and the next moment Biyanka hugged her tight crying her heart out

"It hurts ... it hurts so much..I ... I didn't even know.." she cried

"I know honey I know.. but you'll make beautiful babies in future.. things will happen.. Sir needs you right now. You cannot mourn for long.. do not hold onto things that hurt you this much" Mrs Ahn caressed her back and Biyanka broke the hug wiping her face.

"Promise me child, you'll look after yourslef? And also support master. He's not doing well .. and only you can help him" Mrs. Ahn said looking into her eys

"J...jimin hasn't had anything?"
Biyanka asked
While Mrs. Ahn sadly shook her head.

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