Fame // Nate Maloley

//eleven//

Nate has been going out more and more often and get wasted drunk and I'm getting really sick and tired of this nightly routine of his. Again in very ungodly hours I hear the front door open but decide to ignore it try to sleep and wait till tomorrow
to talk to him

I woke up from the sunshine seeking through the curtains and nate's loud snores. I get up and head to the kitchen to make breakfast for everybody

"Morning mommy" aiden says as he step in the kitchen

"Morning alex, how does chocolate chip pancakes sound?" I ask

"It sounds yummy" he says sitting on the chair excitedly

"Well good cause that's what I made" I say as I set the plate of a little tower of pancakes aiden looks at the plate with such admiration and I set a plate in front of him and he gets a pancake and starts to eat

Nate comes down to the kitchen and greets aiden by patting his head and aiden smiles but still continued to eat

"Hey babe" he says as he comes closer leaning for a kiss but then the coffee machine ding to signal it's done and quickly escape to the get coffee

As much as I wanted to kiss him I wanted to talk to him about how much he has been going out.

So much for learning the lesson of a hungover
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I was in the room cleaning up a little before I relax and watch tv

"Did I do something wrong?" nate ask as he enter the room and lays on the bed next to me

"Sort of" I started and turn the tv off so we could talk

"What did I do?" he asks as he sits up

"Listen, I love that you go out with your friends and have fun but you been going out every night and I just don't know if this the environment I want aiden in" I explained, I asked Sam to take aiden out so we could talk with no worries of him hearing this.

"Please I will stop just don't leave and don't take aiden away from me" he says sliding closer to me

"Nate you know I really don't want to do that but I'm just worried not for me but aiden sake" I say as I try to hold in my tear

" I told you I was going to change didn't I" he says standing up

"But your just saying I don't even know if are going to do what you say" I said standing up also

"WHY CAN'T YOU JUST FUCKEN TRUST ME" he yells frustrated

"IT'S NOT THAT I DON'T FUCKEN TRUST YOU IS THAT I DON'T IF YOU WILL KEEP UP WITH WHAT YOUR SAYING" I yell back running fingers through my hair just try to calm down nate and I rarely fight and its scary

"I think it's best if I just stay at sam's for a while" I say as I stand up and start heading towards the door, until nate grabs my elbow

"please just stay I will not go out anymore I promise" he looks directly into my eyes as tears filled his eyes

"It's just till things cool off I will come back before you know it" I say as I grab his hands, he nods before he leans in a kiss expressing all his love through one kiss we pull away

"I love you I would do anything for you and aiden" he says as he wipes my tears away with the pad of his thumbs

"I love you too" I say with a small smile and give him a quick kiss before I walk out and head to sam's place