The making of the project didn't work well. Luke had taught me about electromagnetic or whatever it was, but still, I didn't understand any of what he was saying.
He mentioned about protons and neutrons, and for God sake, what the heck are those supposed to mean.
"Okay so this far, are you get it now?" Luke asks.
"I get it." I nod, lying.
He raises his eyebrows in disbelief. "You lied."
"I didn't."
"Then what are proton and neutron?" he snaps.
I shrug.
"See? Mia, if you do this project alone, what can we get? An F! You didn't even pay any attention for what I was saying, you didn't even seem to care. This is our final project, And this, I really need to get a good grade, I really need it." he cries. "I've bought you ice cream though." he carries on.
"Oh come on Luke, I'm not good with these stuffs. You know I'm so dumb with these, I'm not a smartass like you." I sigh.
"You're not dumb, duh. You're just lazy. And it makes you such a fat." he laughs.
Okay, that, is hurting my feelings, but what he siad, is true.
I'm lazy, and I always will. And yeah, I'm fat. Not that fat fat, but my weight isn't ideal.
I always grumbled about how fat I am to Luke. But he said that I'm not. Well, it turned out that I forced him to admit that I'm fat. So he admits it anyway.
"I'm not lazy though. I'm just not in a mood to do something." I deny. "And hey! I'm not fat either."
"You said you are."
"But now I'm not! I'm taking back my words then."
He just nods his head, and continue doing the project.
How annoying.
"Luke?" I say slowly.
"Mhm?" he replies as if he didn't care.
"Do you really that think I'm chubby?" I ask.
He sighs. "Does it really matters to you?"
"Yes, I think."
He puts the pen that he was holding, and move closer to me then he grabs my shoulders. My eyes got widden and I don't know about this feeling. I never felt like this before. A moments later, he laughs.
"What so funny?" I ask.
"You. You are funny. Listen, you're not chubby. You just think that you are. But you're not. Not at all. In fact, I think that you're-" he pauses, removing his hands from my shoulders.
I look into his eyes, and he does too. Our eyes catch each other and somehow, my heart beats really fast.
Why I never felt this way before, with any guy I had ever hung around with.
"You think that I'm what?" I ask quitely.
He looked away and shook his head. "Never mind."
The situatuon couldn't get any awkward than this. Luke rarely even talked to me. And when I tried to ask anything, he just nodded.
What's wrong with him.
It's been 1 hour with the awkwardness. I don't feel comfortable either, so I decided to go home though.
As I already got home, I directly grab my phone and text Luke.
Are you okay?
Not longer after that, he replies.
I'm ok.
You sure? You seemed like you don't want to talk with me back then. What's wrong.
Nothing. I just, suddenly didn't feel really good :)
I don't trust him. Really. But I'll ask about that later.
Then we're good?
100% ;)
Bye then, nerd.
I was about to lock my phone, but my phone vibrates.
Hey, at least I could finish the project alone.
Then why don't you do it alone? You know you're better without me.
Wrong.
What?
It's better with you still :)
What? I'm such an annoying.
You're not. Later, Mia.
What does that supposed to mean? I try not to care, so I lock my phone, and heading to the kitchen, looking for snacks.
I'm so proud of myself. I found a large pack of cheetos.
Yay for me.
