Clumsy

Part 46

"Del, you got to see your parents?"
"Yeah, I did."
"I'm so sorry-"
I tried to hug her but she pushed me away with tears in her eyes.
"Get the fuck away from me."
"Del, I-"
"Go away!"
She shoved me and ran up stairs.
Awe, shit! I did it again! I made her cry.
It seems that's all I ever do to her.
I don't deserve her.
Me doesn't deserve to be in the pain I put her through.
I wanted to make her happy but yet I made her life even worse.
I've made her cry and got her pregnant.
I'm a terrible boyfriend.
Why hasn't she left me yet?
~Delilah's p.o.v.~
I can't believe he thought I was cheating on him!
Ugh! The nerve he must have had to think I would be unfaithful like that!
He gets me so pissed off sometimes!
I sighed.
But I still love him...
And I have to understand his point of view.
I was being really suspicious.
I should go talk to him.
I walked down stairs.
"Ashton?"
He looked up.
"Hey."
"Whatcha doin?"
"Trying to understand why you're still with me."
"Why?"
"Why? Cause I'm a fucking dick!"
"No you're not. That's why I stayed with you. Cause you love me....right?"
"Of course I love you. I just don't deserve you."
"What are you talking about?"
"Delilah, ever since I've laid eyes on you...all I wanted was to make you happy...but I've only seemed to make it worse."
"No you haven't."
"I got you pregnant! I made you cry! I didn't believe you! I don't even protect you."
"Ashton, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I would be dead right now if it wasn't for you."
"You don't feel worthless with me?"
"I never have."
I kissed him and he hugged me.
"Good, cause I don't wanna lose you."
I smiled.
"Okay, can't breathe."
He let go.
"Sorry."
I giggled...