chapter nineteen

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Mollie's POV

I sat up quickly getting a head rush. Tears were streaming down my face. I looked at the clock to see I was only asleep for half an hour. I took a deep breath. That dream it was so vivid.

"Mollie what's wrong?" Niall asked sitting up and looking at me.

"It was so real Niall! Like I was there again!" I cried.

"Shhh. It's ok Princess! I'm here. Shhh." Niall comforted me as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I buried my head in his shoulder probably getting his shirt wet. "Do you want to talk about it?"

I thought about this. I don't really want to relive it but the doctor said that talking to someone might help. "I was there. In that damn room. And I ate all my food and I was so hungry! But no matter how many times I begged they wouldn't give me more." I cried even harder.

"It was just a dream." Niall cooed.

"No it wasn't. It really happened. I was just remembering." I cried. "Niall don't let them take me back!"

"I won't! You will never be hurt like that again!"

I think Niall is just realizing the intense physical but also mental pain I went through. The psychological scars that I might never get over. They are implanted in my brain. Those awful memories that will never fully go away.

I nodded and wiped the tears off my face. "I'm sorry for getting your shirt wet." I laughed.

"It will dry." Niall said.

Suddenly the door burst open and four boys walked in. "MOLLIE!" They yelled. I winced a bit at the sudden loud noise but smiled as they ran towards me and pulled me into a group hug.

"Hey boys, long time no see!" I laughed as I wiped the remaining tears from my cheeks.

"We missed you so much!" Harry smiled.

"Missed me enough to get it on with the cop working my case!" I winked and laughed.

"MOLLIE!" Harry gasped.

"Oh come on I'm just teasing!" I smiled.

"Good to know you haven't changed!" Liam laughed.

I laughed with them. Hopefully they don't catch the fake laugh. Oh Liam how wrong you are. I've changed these two weeks. I've changed a lot.

"When do you get out?" Louis asked.

"Tomorrow if everything goes good."

"Mollie day!" they smiled. I remember those. After I broke up with Zach they took it upon themselves to have a 'Mollie Day' every week. We would go to movies or out to dinner. Whatever would get my mind off everything. I yawned, not getting a very good nap in.

"Mol you should get some sleep." Niall said. Goodness he is worse than the nurses!

"I'm not tied!" I argued but my body betrayed me and yawned.

"Sure you aren't!" Zayn laughed. "We will be here when you wake up love!"

"Fine! But only because I don't want to hear Niall nag me again!" I laughed.

I closed my eyes but didn't let my body sleep. What happens if I have a dream again worse than the last?

"Niall are you ok man?" Liam asked.

"I'm fine. I worry about Mol more."

"How is she?" Harry asked.

"Not as good as she is letting on. I can tell. She had a dream before you came and she was crying." Niall said sadly. "I worry about her!"

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