Chapter One - Changing

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[ Simons POV ]

Three years later...

Lottie had gone for good now, everyone has moved off in other directions. I don't blame them, it's not as if she called or text, is it?
She promised too call and text every day, or Skype - she didn't.

After about a couple of weeks she suddenly became 'busy' all of the time. I know she would have been working but every minute of every hour is a bit much.

With in these three years the sidemen were no longer a thing, we were still friends but we didn't attend insomnia, or any other gaming events.

JJ after filming his first ever film got offered so many acting offers from various directors, he soon became a big actor - acting and being a YouTuber probably isn't the best mix they both need a lot of time and attention - he followed his dream and gave up YouTube.

Ethan, Tobi, Josh and I just grew out channels, although we are no longer part of the group. I live on my own in a flat where the others apartments were. We were all close still just not a big group.

It took me around a year too fully get over her, I took a couple of months as a break too. I need time to think and get my head back in place.

Harry and Aimee moved too Guernsey together, Harry wanted to be closer to his family after everything that happened, Harry carried on his channel and him and Aimee every so often come over too visit us.

Cal, Rebekah and the bump - which is no longer a bump, they had a girl who is now two years old. She is the cutest thing and helped me through everything, I'd say I'm pretty close with that little family. I love the fact that I can't just go round and have a chat with them. Oh and the baby's name is Alex.

The other Cal found Sarah, she's a singer really nice girl and just right for Cal. She's really innocent though, which is the complete opposite of Cal - I don't know how she puts up with him but she does. He's still with his one upload a month schedule.

Josh and Lauren broke up, just after Lottie left things clearly weren't right between them both, Josh loved his job and still does Lauren wanted him all too herself and couldn't deal with all of the screaming fan girls who constantly wanted his attention.

Ethan and Tobi they're fine, moving along with their lives and their YouTube channels keep growing, and growing each day! They are going too be so big one day, we're all still good friends we can't change the memories with each other!

That brings us to the present! I'm sitting in the front room of Cal and Rebekah's house that they've had for at least two years.

"Drink?" Rebekah asked as I played with the cutest baby I've ever come across.

"Yeah!" I replied still making funny faces at Alex, she kept giggling at me. "Cal, Alex has softened you up so much you know." I raised my eyebrow.

"No she hasn't, I'm the same with a bit more emotion." He laughed, I shook my head as he scrolled through his phone.

"Just wait till Alex is bringing all the boys home." I laughed tickling Alex as she ran back and forward between Cal and I.

"No, no boys until the age of like - fifty." Cal shook is head. "Isn't that right Alex, no boys, you'll never date any boys or I'll hurt them won't I." Cal spoke in a baby voice looking into Alex's eyes as she giggles.

"Of course she is going to have a boyfriend!" I laughed looking at him as if he was stupid!

"She's not, end off." Cal laughed as he sat back in his chair. Alex came and laid her head on my lap and watched the television.

"Here." Rebekah came through handing me a glass of coke. It was pretty hot today, weird for England, huh?

"Juice, juice, juice." Alex chanted as she saw me sipping my coke.

"Don't you dare." Rebekah pointed at me knowing what I was about to do next was wrong. I always give her a little bit of my coke even though I shouldn't.

I did it.

"Simon!" Rebekah laughed.

"Yummy." Alex muttered as she laid back on my lap. I took a picture of her as she slowly fell too sleep. I posted it on Twitter.

I captioned it as:

'Always get in trouble when I'm around her, it's totally worth it.'

"You heard from you know who?" Rebekah asked referring too Lottie - Rebekah isn't Lottie's biggest fan. She hates how she promised to call and text yet never did. She hasn't made any effort whatsoever.

"Nope not hoping too." I told them bluntly Cal's face turned sour as he looked down at his phone.

"Is she fucking for real?" Cal shouted not realising Alex was asleep.

"Cal." I whispered, putting my finger against my lip telling him to be quiet. "But, what?" I laughed smiling at him, Alex was a deep sleeper literally she is Cal. Alex has dark brown hair, Cal's lips and height. She is tall for a two year old.

"Lottie tweeted a day ago, I thought seeming as we were on the subject of her I'd check her Twitter - The Tweet says: Can't wait too be coming back to London, left so much behind! See you soon London!" Cal read from his phone, my heart sunk. "She better not expect us too drop our lives, all for her because it's not happening. Bekah and I have Alex now we can't be running around after her." Cal screamed starting too get angry.

"I'll put this one in her room." I smile trying to hide the pain. I wanted her back in my arms desperately but I couldn't give in she hurt me bad. I don't want to give in. "Night night Alex." I kissed her forehead. I would of loved a child, with Lottie.

"Your not okay are you?" Cal asked me wanting to be honest with him, I shook my head. I felt another tear slip down my face. I haven't cried over her for about three months now, I've ruined it.

"No." I bluntly stated.

Guys this is the starting chapter of my new book, the sequel too How Wroetoshaw Changed My Life - If you haven't read that yet you won't understand what this story is about - so go and read that one. Thank you for all the support on the first book, this one is about what's happened in the years that Lottie had been gone! Hope you enjoy and if someone could make me a book cover, preferably with a girl on it with my name on it '_fandomslut_' and the name of the book which is 'Coming Home' I'd be grateful thanks!💘

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