Coming Home {Sequel} *COMPLETED*

Chapter Thirteen - 'Kill Yourself'

( Callum's POV - Callux )

I was with Freezy. I've stayed in the flat keeping him company whilst Lottie has been at the hospital. We've been watching 101 Dalmatians for the past couple of days. He won't tell me why, because he says that I'll think he is gay.

"Bro, what's up?" I look at him as tears roll down his face.

"I miss my little family." He admits. I'm finally getting something out of him.

"I miss Rebekah, so much. I miss her just being there, I want her back but-"

"That's cool." Lottie's voice said from the entrance. "Welcome home Lottie, Cal this wasn't gonna work. Don't worry, you go get Rebekah."

Talk about bad timing. Fuck.

"I'm loosing everyone!" Callum shouts crying as the door is closed, Lottie had gone off with Tobs.

"You can't lead her on. It was better that she knew, it could've been said in better ways and she may have understood more but you weren't to know she was going to come in." I put my arm round him as he puts his head on my shoulder.

"I just want my little family back, cal." He carried on crying, I hugged him. He had been so upset recently.

"You can't take another mans, woman." I told him. He has done it before *cough* Lottie *cough*.

"But I can't go on without her and Alex, I'm determined to get her back." He cries.

"Freezy, Rebekah and Simon are a thing. I know it hurts to hear but it's the truth." I bit the inside of my cheek.

"Cal! I fucking know." He got up and made his way to his room with a limp. I sighed running my fingers through my hair.

Maybe, I should go see if Lottie is okay.

"Freezy I'll be back later." I make my way out of the flat taking a key with me knowing he'll probably fall asleep.

I'm taking she'd be at Tobi's so that is the first place I knocked, I opened the door and walked straight in.

"It's Cal." I shout.

"What's up, man." Tobi comes to greet me with a hug.

"Is Lottie here?" I ask.

"My room." He points walking back into his little study bit to film some videos.

I knock, I heard a grunt. I walked in to see Lottie lying on the bed in her pyjamas.

"Wanna talk?" I ask her. I sit down on the bottom of the bed.

"Why is it so hard to have a normal relationship? Why is it so hard to find a boy who genuinely likes you and isn't afraid to just admit it, or just come clean like a normal person that he still has feelings for his ex. Am I ever just going to be loved. Simon didn't. Freezy didn't. You-"

Bring up the past, awkward.

"I'm sorry." She fiddled with her hands as she sat up on the bed, I was the one who had a one night stand with some random girl to make her jealous - nope, it pushed her away.

"You're right though, I was the biggest dick to you." I didn't disagree. I was, I shouldn't of done it because I did really like her but I got jealous that she was close with Harry and pushed her away.

"I miss how everything used to be, you know." She admitted as she rested her head on my lap, beginning to feel a little more comfortable with me.

"When?" I asked because we've all known each other for a long time.