"𝐁𝐨𝐨𝐤 ONE 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 ."
"𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄??"
Love was never in his wish list, Never in his life he wanted to be someone else's, who doesn't worth his love, never again. After how life played with him..
But destiny brought her...
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𝐉 𝐀 𝐘
Am i allow to say that--- this week was the one of the best weeks of my life? "Yes." Living here with diya was like discovering about myself all over again, living in my childhood all over again.
This place is so close to my heart, everytime i think about here gives me nostalgia. I have spend most beautiful memories of my childhood here. Every single walls of this house holds a little memory of me. And I wanted diya to be part of them too. I don't know why? But this thought cross my mind once.
Diya. Her name got stuck in my mind like a perfect melody. Melody that brings peace to me.
Unknowingly.
She is beautiful woman-- and when i say beautiful that doesn't mean outer beauty, she's both beautiful in and out. Her seraphic soul that shines in her will make you want to forget about everything and be better person for her. Only for her.
That night when i decided to bring her here, was the same night i had decided– that, no matter what happens.. I would never make her regret her decision, for being with us. But most of all for begin with me.
I know, i have treated her terribly, and I don't deserve her, i knew that since the day she entered in my life, nethier i will ask for her hand in my life. Ever.. Because her place isn't here to with be me.
But, as long as she is with us, I will pay for every single drop of tear that she shred form her eyes. Not because of anyone, but because of me. I want to replace it with happy smile. Even its for a mere smile I would do anything.
I will show as much as care, affection, attention i have left in me, I don't even know if all those things really exists in me now, but I will give no matter how i hard i had to try.
However, above everything, what she truly deserves is my apology, but again— that single word will never do justice towards the things she had go through, its an complicated situation but i will soon.
I'm not saying this, because i have feelings for her. I can never thing about something like that. but because she deserves it. She is too good to be true and a woman like her deserves a good life. Everything. And what she deserves she would get until she is here for us.
So, since its our last night here, I need everything to be perfect, i cannot allow even a single mistake to happen tonight.
I am nervous now, its not that I'm going out with someone for the very first time, i did before. But with her it feels different seems like a whole new experience. As if i have became a teenager again and this is my first time asking for a girl out on a date with me.
