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*Samantha's point of view*

It's been a week since Luke and I broke up. Im still hurt but, I knew I shouldn't have dated him. Dating a guy with kids, don't expect to come first. If the picture or family is broken, first priority is to fix it. Which it looked like they did. Luke cheating made me feel, so insecure. Like I felt, I wasn't  important enough. His baby momma has every right to intrude in on Luke's life.

Why should I settle for less than I know I want and deserve.

I still have feelings for Luke and no matter how many times I tell myself that I'm better off without him. A part of me just won't let go.

However I still baby sit the baby. Jai drops her off for Luke. All because I can't see him. I will break down.

Jai knocked on my door.

"Hi." I said softly taking the car seat from him.

"How are you?" Jai asked kindly.

"I'm doing good, I guess."

"Um. I hope everything gets better."

"Me too."

"Yeah... Well Luke told me to tell you, that he wants to talk."

"Oh yeah. I bet he does."

"Yeah..."

I put the car seat down and gave him a hug. He hugged me back as tight as he could before hurting me. I slightly smiled.

"Please just give him another chance." Jai pleaded. I let him go and nodded.

"I will Jai."

"Well I should get going... Now. It was nice seeing you again." Jai said leaving me at the doorway.

"Bye." I said closing the door.

Princess Brooks and I spent the whole day, outside. We went to the park. We ran around and did some things. As she did things, I saw a little bit of Luke in her. I cried a little bit. She is seriously a joy to have in my life. She not my kid but I love her like my own.

"Come on Isabel, let's go home." I signaled her to the car. She ran to me. I caught her and threw her up in the air.

"I love you Isabel."

After the park I took her back home.

I took her a bath and got her ready for uncle Jai. Hours later Jai came and picked the sleepy baby and took her back home.

God I miss Luke.

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