my Boston Bella

Chapter 34

          Tragedy and total headache

Amber lay on the bed cuddled up to freen, freen was stroking Ambers hair to comfort here.

It's all my fault babe Amber said between sobs.

Amber babe don't beat yourself up no one is blaming you, as far as they know Sophie was depressed she never mentioned u at all.

No, missing the love of her life isn't a clue babe,

Well as I said no one knows it's u.

But we do, how can I face her family, friends and fans plus the rest of the USA team, some of them knew how Sophie felt about me.

Yeah but you dated in secret babe, who's the mystery gf of Amber Todd you remember that part.

But you knew freen and a couple of others guessed, what if they sell their story to the press then what

Nothing they won't do that ain't they close freinds of yours baby.

They were but I haven't heard from them since we moved here, they said goodbye and said they will stay in touch but they never.

Don't read to much into it babe.

I don't want u getting hurt and caught up in this.

That's the problem ambs I already am.

I will protect you no matter what.

Amber held freen tightly, I don't deserve you my sweet.

Well you're stuck with me and I ain't going anywhere neither are u.

I Er,

I Er what babe.

I was thinking of going back home to my parents house to spend a fews days with them, I miss them I haven't seen them in months, I miss them.

Can't I come with u babe and the twins.

Amber fell silent,

Hey you weren't going to take us.

I was going alone.

But why babe, why wouldn't you want your family to come along.

You ain't real

Amber stopped herself in mid way realising what she just said, and she looked at freen quickly who now had tears running down her cheeks.

What, what did u just say,freen chocked out her words.

You don't glass me and the twins as you're family is that what u were going to say cause it sounded like it.

No I mean yes of course I do baby.

Freens tears fell more you don't do you as they are from becky admit it Amber u ment everything u was going to say is that the truth.

Freen was sobbing now, but I love u Amber, the twins love u but deep do inside you resent them, me,

It's not like that babe, freen look at me, Amber carresed her face and wiped away the tears with her thumb, I love u so much angel and the twins I just they were mine.

Freen kissed Amber softly on the lips why don't we get you to adopt the twins then you can feel closer to them baby, what do u say?

Really babe you want me to adopt the twins,

Ambers eyes filled with tears,

Yes, no, or do u need time to think.

No, no, Angel I'd love to if that's what u  really want me to, I feel like they are my children anyway.

What about the king and queen won't hey mind about it seeing though becky I their daughter the princess.

They will understand I'll talk to them.

You have to a while then.

Why's that babe.

Because your ll be with me in America visting my parents with me, that's why my angel.