Never | (Harry Styles AU) • COMPLETE

fifty six.

I don't think I can, nor ever will be able to describe how I feel right now.

I had saved fucking Bruno.

He stood with his back to me with several photos in his hands in front of a small tv that was playing something I couldn't see, but definitely could hear. It was the video Louis had used to black mail me. I didn't care that he knew. I didn't.

"No.." I can't hold back shouting,"No!"

"What's wrong Harry what's wrong," She asks sounding completely shaken up.

"I.."I swallow hard,"I love you Bianca.."I see Bruno tense up but I don't care..and I don't think I ever will.

"I love you Bianca..I failed you..I said I'd be there and I..I..fuck," I shout, punching the wall. I had no idea what to say. I just wanted her to know that she was loved..and that it wasn't her fault. But I guess it doesn't really matter.

"I love you Harry..I love you.." Bianca sobs loudly because I think she now knew..it was over, and my body begins to shake before it works it way quickly to my legs making me fall to my knees.

It was like I was in shock..like everything was moving in slow motion to torture me. But I deserve it..I deserve to be tortured. I had been too quick to action instead of thinking strategically and now..now..

I begin to throw up as I listen to Bianca scream in pain, tears flowing without end because there was absolutely nothing, and I mean nothing I could do.

"I love you.."I sob into the phone,"I love you.."

I don't know how long I listen before I am roughly lifted to my feet by Bruno. He pulls me and rushes to shove me against the wall, a knife in his hand, causing me to drop the phone. The sound of it crashing against the floor snaps me out of the tragic state Im in. I wasn't going to let Bruno have the last of me.

"Get the fuck off me," I yell, pushing at him as hard as I can. I am then greeted by a stab to arm. I scream out in from the now physical pain I'm feeling. He goes to stab me again but I manage to kick him before pushing him off sending him off balance.

"You little son of a bitch..I gave you everything! Everything!" Bruno shouts, walking toward me, the knife gripped tightly in his hand,"But it wasn't enough for you..nothing was ever enough for you, you greedy little bastard.."

"Say what you want to me, I don't fucking care," I shout at him, while backing up toward the door,"I know who you really are..you didn't deserve her!"

"And you did?"He laughs,"She was better off with me because look what getting involved with you caused..now she's fucking dead. Dead just like your mother. And you know what, in glad I'm glad because you did me the favor.."

The anger has boiled up inside of me and it sends me charging at Bruno. I begin to punch at him, drawing blood from his lip and nose almost immediately when he then raises the knife and begins to stab at my side. The pain..I don't feel it..I'm numb to it. I continue punching Bruno until he drops the knife. I knock him down to the floor, quickly searching the floor for the knife and when I've got it, with everything I have left, I stab him several times in the chest. He stops fighting me back, no longer struggling with me, blood beginning to draw from out of his chest.

I look at the knife and all the blood I myself am covered in, finally beginning to feel myself become light headed. I drop the knife, forcing myself to get to my feet, I use all the power I can to run out of the room, and out of the building to the car. When I reach the car, I collapse, beginning to cough up blood, black spots beginning to appear in my vision as it becomes blurrier..and that's when I knew. I was going to die too.

I didn't cry or fight it because it was what had to happen. I had promised Bianca that if we couldn't be together, Id rather be dead. And I meant it.

As I let myself go, ready to be taken when death was ready, I thought of Bianca and our love. I would die with the beautiful memories of our short lived love.

As beautiful as the memories were, a single thought found its way through telling me that this was my fault. This had started off wrong..so wrong. And it had ended worse

THE END

guys this is the last chapter of NEVER and I can't FUCKING believe it. I know a lot of you will be mad but this is how I had planned it from the beginning.

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